Tuesday, December 30, 2008


I always regret my haircuts immediately after I get them.
Especially haircuts that my mom coerced me into getting. Haircuts that I otherwise would never even consider in a million years.
If you asked me if I would get a perm a year ago, heck, even a few months ago, I would have called you crazy. Insane. Bonkers. Mad. Lost your marbles.
It was...unthinkable.
I always imagined perms to be for those aunties/popos.
So I totally freaked out when my mom suggested a perm[she's always been trying to get me to perm my hair].

My mind went straight to this. Ronald McDonald's red afro.

Then this. Which was what my mom had in the 80s.

After thinking a while I imagined this since my hair wasn't that long.

Anyway, my mom managed to convince me that it'd turn out quite nice so I said OK.
I went to the hair stylist and my mom told him what I wanted.
I don't know what they were discussing lah cos it was all in Canto and they were talking bullet-train fast so I only understood like 1% of what they were saying =.=

So then I was fantasizing about how nice my hair would be and stuff.
While I day dreamed about my hair, I happily allowed the hair stylist to do his thing trusting that all the discomfort of the process would be worth it.

They pulled and tugged my hair mercilessly and rolled it up in ceramic rollers.
Then they wrapped this heavy insulating material around my head. To prevent my head from overheating I guess.
At this point it was still tolerable even with my head on the verge of rolling off my shoulders and dropping on the floor due to the sheer weight of the...the things they stuck on my hair.

It all went downhill after that.
They turned on the torture device which heated up the ceramic rollers and left me there to die.
Really! One girl just went to one corner and slept. And the other just...just read magazines!!

Anyway, I seriously thought I was gonna die.
I thought my hair was gonna be burnt and I'd go bald cos the things on my head were like...darn hot lah.
Well, if you ever wanna know how being burned alive is like, you can get a small taste of it when u perm your hair.
Or you could just light a match and set your hair on fire.
Yeah. That's way easier. Cheaper too! And not to mention faster. Just keep a fire extinguisher at hand so you don't accidently burn off your eyebrows too.

I bet you're wondering how I look like.
I feel like kicking myself.
Prepare yourself.
I hope you're not drinking water or anything.
Wouldn't want you to spit on your screen.

Are you ready?

Not drinking anything rite?

Okay so that's not me thank God.
Mine's not that bad lah when you compare it to that.

Something like this lah.

Eh sure cannot recognize me wan.
Well, one good thing is I can go commit some crime and even the police will not recognize me from my IC.


Sunday, December 28, 2008

....and I'm back. Yay me!

ah...I sound so lame.

Anyway, I've been busy. Super extremely busy this past week.
But I'm free now so I can blog about how busy I was during my busy week.
In other words, since I'm not busy now, I can blog about my week being busy.

Last Wednesday. Went to KL. AGAIN.
In case you didn't know, I have been going back and forth to KL at least three times during the past 4 weeks.
Took results on Thursday. It seems like it was so long ago lah. Its actually only been 2 weeks.
Monash interview the next day. I was forced to buy clothes for the interview since I didn't bring any proper ones =.= waste money only...
Wedding dinner on Saturday.
The bride, my cousin was so pretty!

Came back then went to KL again on Wednesday.
Monash. Aunt. Ipoh.
My cousins all followed.
It was a scary experience.
Imagine. 5 little kids running around in my house.
Noisy. Fighting. Screaming. Playhouse Disney. Ben 10.
And in the middle of all the craziness I had to bathe my dog and scrape out algae from the pond.
And play jigsaw puzzles with my cousin when I actually really dislike jigsaw puzzles cos I'm terrible at it.
Still, it was fun. In a stressful way.

And then today went to the wedding dinner for the bridegrooms side.
I think I travelled 300+ km today alone.
So tiring...my butt fell asleep after sitting in the car squashed between my bro and my aunt.

oops. Almost forgot about Christmas.
Celebrated it with my extended family. Aunts and Uncles and Grandad in KL.
Was fun =]
We sang carols and stuff.
Since it was also my aunt's bday we had this HUMONGOUS cheesecake.
It was sort of a cheesecake/carrot cake with lotsa nuts and chocolate chips and raisins and other delish stuff.
The cake was kinda like everything nice mixed together.
It may sound gross here but it was seriously the BEST cake I've ever had.
Better than any old Secret Recipe cake.
I'm making myself hungry now...
Ok, I have to go now in case my dad decides to come downstairs and sees me still here.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Try This!

Step 1 : Go to a page that has a lot of pictures. Google Images [just google something lah]
Step 2 : While on the page, replace the URL in the address bar with.....

javascript:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI=document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i-DIL; i++){DIS=DI[ i ].style; DIS.position='absolute'; DIS.left=Math.sin(R*x1+i*x2+x3)*x4+x5; DIS.top=Math.cos(R*y1+i*y2+y3)*y4+y5}R++}setInterval('A()',5); void(0);

Step 3 : Press Enter
Step 4 : TA DAH!!!!


It was fun fun fun.
But then I dunno why my friend's 3 point turn is diff from mine...isn't it supposed to be the same?
Ah whatever la.
I probably turned 3 shades darker from all the sun exposure I got.
My instructor escaped the heat by getting out of the car after 15 minutes of teaching and left me there to practice. At first not that bad, then after like 10 minutes driving alone I realised why he got out.
The car freaking hot lah!
The sun was shining directly on me and the air con like die already plus all the hot air coming from the window -.-
He was enjoying himself under the umbrella chatting with his friend.....smoking.
What is this??
Well, I've learnt my lesson.
Next time I'll come prepared with sunscreen.


Friday, December 12, 2008


Why are guys so dirty? Why why why???
Ok fine maybe I'm generalizing all guys into one group when they are actually not.
Guys come in many different categories.
For example, messy, messy+dirty, messy+dirty+smelly, messy+dirty+smelly+some dead thing under all that rubbish.
Even if they are lazy they should at least clean up after themselves rite???
NOT expect other people who do not live there to clean up for them.
Fine lah, he[a relative of mine] didn't exactly specify to sweep the floor and clean the bathtub and wipe off the 1 inch of dust and stuff like that.
But then how was I supposed to tahan the sheer dirtiness of the apartment?
At first I thought I could ignore the pitiful state of the place.
But then after awhile I realised that......the soles of my feet were black.
Black! And I was only around the place for like....10 minutes!
You don't wanna know what the bathroom was like.
It was horrific.
There was mould. Fungus. Mushrooms.
Well, probably not mushrooms but I'd bet in a few more months there would be.

Anyway, it was late so I went to sleep.
Next morning I seriously couldn't tahan anymore so I became a maid for the day.
I saw a Daddy Long Legs wobbling out from under the bed.
I let it live. Have preserve the biodiversity of the Earth you see.
Thank goodness got no worms or anything.
I'd die.
The bathtub was gross. I spent like 20 minutes scrubbing it.
Ah. Enough about that. I might have nightmares later and wake up screaming about worms and mushrooms growing out of my ears.

Eeeee. They won all three awards!!!!
So awesome.


Tagged. Courtesy of Kok Mun. How nice of him.

1. What’s your ambition?
To become a garbage collector. I love rubbish!

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Well, ATM friends are more important hands down.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

I did this tag before lah I just realized.
Ish....no wonder I felt a bit weird when I was doing the tag...


I also did Sonia's tag before -.-
But since I did that tag a long time ago in my ex blog I shall do it again.

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

Crazy Dog - BIG BANG

Soldier - Hillsong United
imma soldier yeah

You're My Melody - TVXQ

Hold On - Good Charlotte

Mighty To Save - Hillsong

Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

Hua Tian Cuo - LeeHom

Love After Love - TVXQ

Make Love - BIG BANG
For the record, this song is SO not anything sexual or whatever. And I do NOT.

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Catch Your Wave - Click Five

It's All Your Fault - P!nk

Party - UJH
I'll meet him at a party?

I don't like this tag

Why Have I Fallen In Love? - TVXQ
Erm, is this a bad omen or something??

Stay Young - WE THE KINGS
How ironic.

Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte
I'm as baffled as you

Come A Little Closer - idunnowho
Maybe if you come a little closer I'd tell you.....NOT

Not Your Enemy - Jesse McCartney
Yeah, obviously


Someday - Nickelback
How not when lar...

Choosey Lover - TVXQ

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk
I'd do everything harder, better, faster and stronger?

Summer Time Love - EXILE
It's always summer in Malaysia wor...

以父之名 - Jay Chou
I have no idea what it means but this song is kinda weird

Wednesday, December 3, 2008


I want to complain!
This post will only be about how much I disliked Twilight so feel free to stop reading now OK?

Are you still reading?
What about now?
Still reading?

Ok well.
Watched Twilight in TGV today.
I didn't have very high expectations since I heard from other people that it was kinda sucky but I still felt that it wouldn't be that bad since the book was one of my favourites.

I mean, they can't mess up that bad can they?

First off, I didn't like Robert whatshisname from the moment I saw him.
He looks like a druggie or something IMO.
And he totally does NOT suit the character he's playing, Edward.
He's hairy lah.
Vampires not supposed to be hairy ok.
They're supposed to be like, hair-less!!
Seriously loh, from far also can see his arm/chest hair [think gorilla. ok fine i'm exaggerating]
Something is just....off about his face.
Sorry, I'm not gonna defile my blog by putting his picture here so just google it if you're extremely bored.

Both the main characters, Edward and Bella are supposed to be in love.
In this movie rite, got no chemistry at all ler.
Their acting not that good.
And I dunno why alot of the scenes they keep putting the camera super close-up to the actors.
You can like count the number of moles on their faces.
No, I did not count.

Plus Edward the vampire is supposed to have...glittering skin when exposed to sunlight.
You know what they did.
When he went into the sunlight, his skin glittered alright.
Glittered like diamonds.
It was as if his skin was made up of a layer of diamonds or something.
Very weird. Like got skin disease.
I couldn't help it lah. I was laughing.
Then hor, at the ''romantic'' and ''intense'' scenes......IT WAS SO FUNNY! Cos the way they act was really really....strange.
I cannot tahan so I was laughing.
It was not supposed to be funny lah.

Then ah, the whole movie very.....spastic.
Its like they're just reciting lines.
If you watch the movie without some background knowledge of it I think you'll be lost.
The movie was.....stunted? Got no flow like Amelia said.

Some more they go and censor it!
The kissing scene is just plain ridiculous.
Both of their faces must inch closer to each other slow mo =.=
So I'm like waiting for them to kiss and it takes them AGES. You can probably fall asleep waiting for the kiss.
And JUST when they're gonna kiss........

Actually, I have a lot more complaints but I got no mood adi.


On another note, I'm having my delayed IMU interview tomorrow.
I hope they're not strict. Or else sure die.
Heard they ask weird questions like......gimme 10 uses of a straw.
Or something like that.
Well, I'm gonna go and think of 10 uses of a straw now =]

Monday, December 1, 2008

156 is a VERY big number ok

Had two needles jabbed into me last Saturday.
One for the blood test and one to prevent cervical cancer.
The cervical cancer jab pain larh. The doctor injected into the muscle or something so yeah, I was like owwwww...

Then yesterday I went for the 5 hour lecture at the driving centre.
It was excruciatingly boring.
I had two lecturers. The first guy was quite funny so I managed to keep my eyes open.
The second lecturer on the other hand, could make an severe insomniac patient fall into a dead sleep.
He was SO long-winded. And he gave an elaborate, totally unnecessary explanation on each and every point!
I tell you, my eyelids kept closing every 30 seconds.
I had to resort to self-inflicted injury to keep myself awake.

I poked myself with my pencil.
Didn't help much though.
And I could see the guy in the next table nodding off to lala land.

I couldn't even talk with the other people cos they were all speaking in Mandarin =.=

I just got my test results.
It seems I have zero antibodies against Hepatitis B.
How sad.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

laziness has overcome me

Dear Ping Sern

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when we skinny dipped at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you sit on my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're scared enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before the apartment building.

Greetings to your freaky family, Rachel.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,-Your name

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - F*** off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

p/s. sorry lah ps(lol. why ur initials lidat one) but i srsly got shivers when i completed the first sentence

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


Waiting is so frustrating when everything is hanging in the balance.
That's what I'm doing now.
Agonizing over what could go wrong.

This is not what I expected my holidays to be like.
Granted this is just the first week but still, I thought the holidays would be relaxing.
NOT worrying about whether my application will go through or the stupid interviews.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Muffins and Smiles

Took a taxi back to my apartment.
Had an unexpected chat with the taxi driver.
On first glance, he kinda intimidated me cos of the way he looked.
Truthfully, I was adverse to taking a ride in his taxi. A bit wary and cautious.
He was a foreigner of Pakistani descent. Curly beard with accent and all.
But you know, towards the latter part of the journey back, I realized that I had jumped to conclusions.
He turned out to be quite a nice guy.
He even recommended this restaurant in which he was a partner of that had really good chinese food. Lol.
Then he was going on and on about how wonderful and delicious the food there was.
We chatted for a short while and it hit me that sometimes we judge people too easily by first impressions.
I think I got a discount too xD
Cos the other Chinese taxi driver which sent me had charged me more =.=


Prom finally came.
And before I knew it, it was over.
Gonna miss G3.
Even though I wasn't close to some of my classmates, everyone had their own little quirks which made up G3.
Dunno lah, somehow I got used to G3 and everyone in it.
Anyhow, I shall be optimistic and believe that we'll be able to keep in touch with each other.

I still can't upload the pics though :(
I left my wire thing back home and I'm only going back on Sunday.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

You DARE touch me?

''n for god's sake if he touch me i will slap him lah''


Quoted from a friend of mine.
On msn.
When we were talking about TSG's friend and an imaginary event which involved romantic love songs and dreamy stares.

Both of them are actually like....on less than friendly terms.
And I think he doesn't even know her name. Or mine.
Oh well, we know his. Or rather theirs. XD


And yeah, I made a decision in these few days.
It's quite a big one.
And I don't think I'll regret it.
I hope not anyway.
Bah. I'm being so vague.

Well, I'm allowing myself an option that I never considered seriously.
But after mulling over for a long time and discussing about it, I think I'll do it.
Although it'll be another year of waiting.

Erm. I should think that I've successfully confused you?
Lol. Don't mind me, I sometimes confuse myself even.

On to other stuff, BIG BANG won ler.
So sad.
Even more sad.

Prom's coming.
The anticipation is killing me.
No lah. Actually I feel normal.
Maybe haven't hit me yet that it's probably the last time seeing G3 again.

Now playing: BIG BANG - We Belong Together
via FoxyTunes

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Hijacked. My Blog.

Had a sleepover in Amelia's house.
Was fun! Sleepovers always are!
Pranked our friends on MSN, talked for ages till the wee hours of the morning, sang "off tune" and other stuff...
And then went to watch HSM. Very belated, I know.

At the cinema, we saw someone VERY familiar.
Well, not him exactly....but bears a very strong resemblance lah.
Totally freaky.
Aiyah. I can't find the exact picture so here you go.
It's the huge bulging eyes that remind me of him.


Anyway, the trailer for Bolt looks nice!
I'm gonna watch it!
Even though it'll remind me of that.

Gotta sleep now.
Tomorrow got a lot of stuff to do.

Eh. Gonna learn driving soon!!!
:D :) :]

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

let us post!!!!!!!!

RAchel!!!!!!! TSG just pass by her today!!!! she is soooooooooooo excited and happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... by the way!!!!
its amelia here....
hahah it's finally over!!!!
and they suspected other people... oppsssss....
chattering now in my room.....

the best part!!!! the best part!!!!!
she walked past someone.. randomness.....
she's over the moon....
she's jumping all around!!!!!
maybe i sound too excited for her too!!

"this is a nice picture" commented by mae yee!!! from the left,
rachel lim cui ai, amelia tee hwei ying, stella ngooi sing yu and tan mae yee.

This picture was taken during our "final" moments together before prom nite!!!!
ok .. let me continue our journey of our day after chemistry exam!!!

After chemistry exam, we stopped for a while to chat with our college mates. Then we decided to head back to rachel's crib. As we are walking past to her crib, we bump into he whom must not be named and we continue our journey back. Then we pass through Mirosha. then again we knew the one coming is coming , so we ran back to her apartment.

I'm sorry I am not allowed to say anything anymore... sorry people!!!!

Its Over.....For now

Hi. I'm blogging from Amelia's computer in Klang.
I'm sleepy.
I'm bored.
I'm Mae Yee.
I dunno wat to say.

Why m i bloggin on rachel's blog? She should be doin her own bloggin lah. ..... Sori 4 being so uninterestin. Unfortunately, dat's the truth. I hav no life.

Yeah, i noe it's pathetic. Can't help it. ......


Since i'm so uninteresting, let's interview sum other ppl who hav more interestin stuff to say.

Wat ppl feel after exam:-

Rachel: Err.... dunno. hahahaa

Dat's the onli person i can interview. Oh wait, Amelia's here now.

Amelia: heee... she's like a reporter onli. haha

Ooo. Amelia has a garfield dat looks like it's gonna die. N an Oscar alien doll.


Now Rachel is lookin at Amelia's books n stuff. Amelia is gonna change her clothes in the corner of her room, so Rachel says. Oh wait, no she went out.

Rachel is harassing me wif a red mini umbrella now. ...... For further details, contact Rachel at explodingstarbaby@blogspot.com.

So...... bye.

Saturday, November 8, 2008



My dad wants me to go India to study medicine and hopefully snag a heavily pierced Indian boyfriend to bring back home and come back fully equipped with Hindi dancing skills.

Isn't that awesome?

My mom begs to differ though.
She was flabbergasted at his suggestion.

True story.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Kena Tag

1. Whats your ambition?
To save the world from evil pink fluffy bunnies!

2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
Let's see....before i went to sleep last night, this morning, during lunch, and a few more times after that...

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Lemme check...

4. How many babies you want?
Two enough la

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Do you believe in eating with your mouth?

6. What is your goal for this year?
To do well in SAM. (though that's probably not going too well seeing as I'm doing this tag when I'm supposed to be studying)

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
I'd like to believe it exists

8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
HAHA. This is a really bad question to ask me. I shall skip this

9. What feeling do you love most?

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Oh gee, I wouldn't know

11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Uh. Who do I hate?

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

13. What does flying means to you?
You mean, mean.

14. What do you crave for the most currently?

15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
Bora Bora. HK.

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words
She is my funny, quirky girlfriend and-----(oh, well, ran out of words)

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
I don't know how to answer this question. Such a weird question.

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
I'll become your worst nightmare

19. What is your lucky number?
Numbah 3

20. What are you wearing right now?
A teeny-weeny yellow polka-dot bikini


he's gonna keeeel me if he sees this.
so i'll just make it extra small.
lol. darn funny.

back when he was still cute

G3 Class of 2008
classic candid.

You're wonderful
You make me crazy
Now playing: Big Bang - Wonderful
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Halfway Through Exams

I just finished my Maths paper.
I don't want to look at another maths formula for a very long time if I can help it.
Monday I had ESL. Tuesday was Physics.
Had a break for one day before Maths today.

Its so weird to sit for the test with people you don't know.
Everyone was separated cos the seating is according to your registration no..
And the exam venues are all different places depending on what paper you're sitting for, your registration no. and what day.
I've gotten used to taking tests with people I know. I mean, even during PMR and UPSR you can just turn around and see some of your friends sitting a few rows back. I dunno...I find it oddly reassuring. Like, during my school examinations I always glanced at my friends and we'd share a 'omg-this-is-so-stress' look.

Remember is out!

And Twilight too!


Kim Hyun Joong is best friends with JaeJoong and TOP.

You know what this means?
It means. That my two favourite guys hang out together!!!!
So adorable la both of them XD

Sorry, fangirl moment.

By next week my finals will be over.
Got a class gathering on next Friday. Supposedly gonna go ice-skating and k-box-ing.
They're crazy if they think I'm gonna ice skate.
The last time I ice-skated I fell down an unmentionable number of times.
But I'm gonna mention it anyway.
My tailbone was practically fractured!
Luckily when I sat down I didn't scream and jump up.
So. I shall just....watch from the sidelines. Eat popcorn. Enjoy the show.

Smile. Wave.
And grin when they fall.

I sound so evil.

Right after Chem paper I'm staying over at Amelia's house!
Hopefully. If it's all good with the parents.
Then before prom I'll be bunking with Mae Yee!
I'm gonna have so much fun!

what am i doing?
i'm supposed to be studying!!!!!
and here i am daydreaming/blogging about nonsense stuff!

Ok! Gotta go now!

Wait wait. Before I leave I must fangirl again!



Now playing: Brown Eyed Girls - My Style (Hidden Track)
via FoxyTunes

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Weird Sense of Humour. Me?

Doesn't anyone find this(click me!!) funny?
I think it's darn funny lor.
Someone said it was more painful than funny.
Another one said it was lame.
Got people say its dumb.
But funny dumb? No.

If you find it funny/annoying/stupid/painful etc. tell me yea?
I wanna know what you think :]

And something major has occurred to me.

I have found my soulmate.
I didn't even go looking about for my soulmate.
But the moment I saw her, yes it's a her.
Why? Cannot meh?
Males are overrated.
Anyway, she literally took my breath away.
She was gorgeous.
So.....you wanna know who it is right?
Should I tell? Later you guys sure jealous wan.
Okla, I trust her enough not to cheat on me.









Pretty right!

This is her in her white dress

Her rockstar look
(before her break up yet that's why she's with someone else)

Monday, October 20, 2008

How How How

Hoe Hoe Hoe
Bleh. Went to college ridiculously early today. 7am!!
Woke up. Brush teeth. Wash face. Threw on some random shirt.
I couldn't be bothered to think of what to wear and anyway, I want to be choosy also cannot cos my roommate was still sleeping and I was fumbling around in the dark like a blind goldfish.
It was a bit freaky walking to college since the road was deserted except for this suicidal cat which was sitting in the middle of the road.

Tomorrow I'm getting my Forecast Results.
I see a lot of ppl already prepared and planning to apply already.
So FAST!!!!
Or rather, I'm slow.
Seeing them makes me feel anxious and impatient to get it over with.
I have no idea where to apply to.
I would like to go to Australia. But there's no twinning programme available.
Anyway, the other option a twinning to UK. I do not fancy that at all.
Too far. Too cold. Too alien.


I can just stay in Malaysia like a good little girl.

Argh. I feel very glum now.

Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts!

Even though exam is near everyone(in my class) is still in this weird cheerful happy-go-lucky mood.
It's nice.

And I tell you JJ is <3


heehee.....he's so adorkable

Friday, October 17, 2008

Overachievers and Underachievers

Well, I think it would be fairly safe to categorize myself as belonging to the former.
By this I am not saying that I am ''kiasu'', don't get me wrong. Kiasu-ness cannot be equated to overachieving and vice versa. Many people have different ideas of what is ''kiasu'' and for me, I see it as being a sore loser. People who always feel that they are better and cannot stand to see other people getting first prize as they believe that the number 1 spot is specially reserved for them. These people are what I call ''kiasu''. They would be the first to volunteer to help the teacher give out test papers just so they can compare everyone's marks. Very annoying. There are some people who are both ''kiasu'' and overachievers. That's bad. But anyway, not the point of this post....

I like to think of myself as being an overachiever, in that I strive to do the best that I can do. I can't say that I am 100% sure that I am not ''kiasu'' though. I guess I am ''kiasu'' to a certain extent but I prefer to call it competitive. For a person to be good at something, there must be competitiveness, no? I am somewhat, or rather, very similar to my mom who always gives her all to the point that she is taken for granted. She leaves for work as early as 8am and only comes home after 7pm. Often times she doesn't eat her lunch because she has no time. She never takes breaks and only goes for toilet breaks. Frankly, it's quite scary the way she works (no, she's not a labourer in some 3rd world country). But I picked up these things from her and I turned out ok, yet I wonder why he didn't. It puzzles me and worries me.

He is just so relaxed and....contented with being below average.
I find it difficult to understand him.
Exams are a few days away and there I see him wasting his time away playing some insignificant online game. Seriously. It's a lame game.
And everyone is telling him to buck up but it's falling on deaf ears.
Like menyiram air ke daun keladi or something.
His results before this were...well, let's put it this way, he could have done better. A LOT better.
My mom's even contemplating sending him to some snobby private school. That's serious. I mean, not to sound calculative but...it really burns a hole in your wallet yea...
Darn it.

Anyway, going to IMU tomorrow.
Hopefully won't get lost along the way.
And I reallyreallyreally need to stop doing what I do.
Too obvious already.
If not I got no self-dignity left, might as well just scribble 'RETARD' on my forehead in thick, black permanent marker.

**I wish that the last farewell is not near**

Last Farewell-BigBang

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Exam Season

The time of the year which we students detest with a burning passion.
Seriously, I wish someone would invent some kind of machine that scanned your brain to suck out the information and then give you your grade. No need to spend so much time sitting for the exam. Can save the trees also!

See...something like this is what I imagined. So nice right? Of course this is not the machine la. It's some special nap pod for Google employees (yeah, they get to nap at work...makes me wanna work for Google also:p)

Form 6 ppl having their exams now. SAM ppl having their exams after Deepavali break. Matric ppl having exams right after Deepavali. A-Levels ppl having exam end of October(?)PMR students....having exams? Finish already? Bleh.

I need to motivate myself to study.
I keep getting distracted and lose focus everytime I try to study. Gahhhhh.
How to be in the mood to study?
okok. I must stop playing with my phone and stop online-ing.
But everytime I say I wanna stop online-ing I go online right after =.=
How leh?
Okay, I love studying.
Studying is fun!
Studying is exciting!
It's not boring at all.
Text books are head-banging wonderful!
Like, they make me high!
Crap. I just realized I got 2 test papers to do by tomorrow.
hello late nights. hello sneezing-in-the-morning-due-to-lack-of-sleep. hello bleary eyes.

i wore purple. he wore purple .
i wore pink. he wore pink.
-slaps self-

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I'm fallin', fallin', fallin' deeper and deeper

I should have been born a Korean.
See, I have a very valid reason for this particular statement of mine, or rather reasons.
Firstly, I like Korean guys. What I mean by this is that I find Korean celebs attractive (eg. JaeJoong, HanBang, T.O.P, HyunBin, Se7en). So if I were born Korean, it would make it so much simpler should I decide to marry them, no? There wouldn't be an awful language barrier which would complicate things when I am dating them. Imagine if I were to tell them something. I would have to resort to using hand gestures! That is so uncouth! I would look like some idiot and our relationship would be doomed before it even began!

Secondly, Korean's fashion industry is so awesome IMO. Korea has all the fashionable fashiony stuff! Like, I once had this phase where I would religiously go to this Korean site which had the latest clothes and just.....LOOK at their clothes (I know, I am extremely lame and have no life).
But luckily, I am over that.
I only go there once in a while. Hardly ever actually. Only when I'm incredibly, undescribably bored out of my skull(which is quite often as i have no life).

Thirdly, I have an affinity for Korean songs. No specific genre just that I like the way it sounds. To prove my point, out of the 1000+ songs in my folders, I can safely say that 70% are Korean songs, 5% are Chinese songs, 15% are English songs and the rest are rubbish songs that I download for fun O.O
So if I am a Korean and live in Korea I can listen to this Korean songs 24/7 and actually understand them! WAHAHA. I feel high just thinking about it (i'm so weird rite)

Fourthly, I.....love kimchi. It's delicious and errrr spicy. Really, really, really spicy.
OK, I'm bluffing. I cannot stand Korean food. I get teary when I eat them. Seriously. My Korean housemate once cooked for me (she's cute like that) and I almost died. It was so so so so spicy. Normally when I eat spicy stuff I just get teary. But that time tears actually came out! Waste my tears only!
I guess I cannot become Korean lor then. Since Korean food make me cry and I cannot tahan if I cry every time I eat. So mafan. And unattractive. Unlike certain lucky girls, I look horrible when I cry. Like.....scary horrible. Yeah. Unfair right? Why some girls cry so much yet can look innocent and vulnerable while I just look all blotchy and red! Hrumphhh. I must go practice in front of the mirror.

Haha. That reminds me of a relative of mine. See, she wanted to try smoking(one time thing only lar) so she went and practice in front of the mirror the various 'smoking poses' to get the cool, yeng look supposedly! She even managed to blow those smoke rings!(or whatever they're called) Took photos to show somemore! Freaking hilarious!

Now I shall make my blog post educational.
Did you know that 'cwm' is a word? If you know already then too bad la, your level of intelligence cannot increase.
Anyway, it means "a steep-walled semicircular basin in a mountain; may contain a lake" OR "a natural depression in the surface of the land often with a lake at the bottom of it"
So now you can stump your friends when you play hangman. Confirm cannot guess wan! Unless your friend is excessively smart or is wuliao enough to actually google "uncommon words". Not me ok! I just happened to stumble upon that word!

see what i mean!

P.S. What I heard today: "....you were made in China?"
What she heard: "....somethingsomething your vagina?"
HAHAHA! Some random guy said it. lol. This just proves that I am not dirty-minded. Yupyup

Wednesday, October 8, 2008


I'm not sure why but I am suddenly overcome with this obsession with Big Bang.
I think it's only an ephemeral thing though. Like crushes. Which makes me act quixotically.
I want a verdigris prom dress. That would so rock.

And I think it's so funny the way fashion changes.
Consider glasses for example.
A few years ago, many people were sporting frameless specs and avoiding thick rimmed glasses.
Like, anyone who was unfortunate enough to own a pair of glasses with thick frames were automatically categorized as a nerd/geek/uncool.
Fast-forward to now or last year, everyone wears framed glasses. Even people who don't need glasses wear these glasses =.=

TFG wears emo glasses. Those black rimmed ones!

This topic came up cos one of my classmates decided to wear his new specs today. It was as Mae Yee said, "Ah Pek style" glasses. It was frameless.
It was quite funny. Even my chem teacher commented that his specs were outdated!

"Eh, why you wear this kind of glasses? This kind arh 20, 30 years ago the style."



Then, everyone LOL-ed

But it wasn't mean or anything laaa.

Anyway, emo glasses are cool.cos he wears it

Monday, October 6, 2008

Hope for the best. Expect the worst

Got back alllll my results today.
Oklar. I was prepared for the worst so when I saw my results it wasn't so bad (sigh of relief)

And I saw TSG&TFG. Heehee.
I'm so happyyyyy.
I got Band 8 for IELTS. Thank goodness otherwise there goes RM 600+ down the drain...

Now I have to get the application forms and stuff for uni which is scary cos everything is going by so fast!
I can't believe my Finals are next month.
I can't believe I've been in KL for almost a year.
I can't believe that in a matter of weeks I will be leaving Taylor's.
I can't believe I'll be going to uni next year.

I can still remember my first day.
The girl I was sitting with who I found scarily moody and emo turned out to be one of my closest college mate.
The girl that introduced herself in a funny robotic way became my college buddy.
The shockingly fair girl who at first only spoke in Mandarin is now my friend.

Sigh. I half wish SAM was longer.
Eh, scratch that. I cannot stand anymore assignments and presentations.
I will D-I-E.

OH. Michi went paintball-ing!!!!!
I wanna go toooooooo!
I don't care about the ugly purplish bruises(that Michi got btw) so anyone wanna go?
But there must be like, 20 ppl involved. Not cheap also le. 100 bucks/person. You get around 200(or was it 400?) paint balls per person.
The place is somewhere in Shah Alam, 10 minutes drive from Klang she said.
And contrary to what I assumed, they shoot the paintballs in a forest-like setting.
I always thought it would be in some kind of open space with boulders to hide behind but the forest setting is so much more cooler yea?


Now playing: SE7EN - Girls
via FoxyTunes

Friday, October 3, 2008


Yeah. I went to KL again. Visiting.
Spent 2 days there. Pigging out.
I watched a total of 7 movies there.
Happy Feet. Atonement. Get Smart. Penelope. The Ultimate Gift. Speed Racer.
And one more but I forget. James McAvoy was in like, 3 of the movies coincidentally. And Irene, yeah, his eyes really blue.
He was in Becoming Jane also. Good movie. Sad though.
Speed Racer was lame.
Atonement was sadddddd.
The Ultimate Gift had Drew Fuller in it! He looks like Chad Michael Murray there IMO.

And Mercedes, my cousin(yes, her name is Mercedes. y'know, like, er Volvo) is so cute!
Anyway, it's so weird at my aunt's house.
They don't have gates. Or fences. Or wires. Or anything that surrounds the house!
It's so....open. But, I guess it's safe since it's a gated community?

I saw a super ultra cute little Eurasian girl!
Both my cousin and her pakat against this little boy and it was so so funny!
They were at the playground and the little boy was trying to be sweet so he kept plucking flowers to give the girls.
And they just kept refusing! Very funny le.
Then he decided to push her pram with her doll inside. My cousin heroically took back the pram and gave it back to the little Eurasian girl.
This happened like....10 times.
I felt so sorry for the little boy. So obvious that he like the girl.

That day I attempted to make yogurt. And failed.
It turned out all watery and gross.
And the horrible part is....I have to eat ALL of it.
I made a LOT. T_T

PS. My ears hurt. The headphones are flattening my ears. Poor ears.

Now playing: Epik High - 1 Second 1 Minute/1? 1?
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, October 2, 2008


[01] Name: Rachel
[02] Nickname: Rach//JJP//Cui Ai
[03] Married: Still a long time coming...
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 17
[07] High School: MGS
[08] College: TUC
[09] Height: 160cm (PLUS 8cm!)
[10] Weight: 47kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Mostly
[12] Piercings: 2
[13] Right or left: rightttt
[14] Are you a freak : ...........no
[15] Hair: straight
[16] Skin: yellow
[17] Allergic: prawns. dust. stupidity
[18] What are you doing now: watching The Hulk
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: watch The Hulk
[20] What will you do 10 years later : oh you know...the usual...

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: depends when
[22] Siblings(included you): me and my brother. no wait, my brother and I
[23] Eldest: yeah
[24] Youngest: not me
[25] Love/hate your family: lovelovelove

[26] You found your another half: I don't have one. I'm already whole.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: -
[29] Time(s) you were in a relationship: nada. zilch.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): what for?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): nope
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i killed it/him/her
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: like i said. kill.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: how to argue with the dead?
[35] You with your other half since: ....i'm getting annoyed
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straightttt
[37] Reasons you love your other half: bahhh
[38] You and your other half in which stage: till-death-do-us-part stage
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: i don't geddit
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: imma marry a he

[41] Your first best friend: Angeline
[42] Your first enemy: is it too presumptuous to say i don't have one?
[43] The friend you love the most: friends you mean
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): no one has that privilege unfortunately
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: this is the most annoying tag
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: annoying much?
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: haven't met her
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: haven't met him
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Nah
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: so cliche meh
[51] If your friend backstabs you: say ow
[52] If your friend betray you: well, at least i know now.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: not same as above meh?
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: see lah
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: this is so cliche. again.

[56] Are you a good student: hopefully
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: try to
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: gasp! student-teacher relationships? me? never!
[59] Always late to school/college: just on time
[60] Your class: G3
[61] You love your seniors: who?
[62] Senior who you love the most: ...
[63] Your classmates good/bad: haha. not bad la
[64] Excellent result classmate: no idea. dont really bother
[65] Laziest classmate: lol. all of us are lazy

[66] Smart people: know when to shut up
[67] Stupid people: never shut up
[68] Good looking people: have good-looking friends I have discovered ;p
[69] Ugly people: are only ugly on the inside
[70] Funny people: are cute
[71] Cute people: are funny
[72] Bad people: are miserable
[73] Honest people: i admire
[74] Acting people: actors?
[75] You are what kind of people: i'm a person who is currently very annoyed

[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: taller!!
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: this is hard. but arms
[81] Listener or talker: dua dua pun mahu
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: i'll take both thank you very much

[84] Age to get marry: 27?28?29?
[85] Numbers of kid(s): not sure
[86] Career: pharmacist
[87] Salary: a big fat check every month
[88] Retirement age: when i'm tired of working
[89] Properties value: wat?
[90] Wishes: to have a fulfilling life

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

We Are V.I.P

Yesterday was the best fun I had since a long time.
I seriously missed our nonsensical conversations.

"Why are you sitting like that? Protecting your crotch?"
"What? I got nothing to protect okay!"

"Hey Rachel, you missed the bathroom." Gesturing towards the door I walked past.
"Huh? Really?" I turn around and end up staring at the mens' bathroom.

I haven't had this kind of ridiculousness in ages. Lol.
Reached JJ at 11. Waited at MPH.
Read Mandarin For Dummies and Learn Korean something or other.
They have a section specially for romance. But I shall not elaborate, a-hem.

And Michi went Euphoria!!
Next time we all must go together!

The Takeshi lookalike did not look like Takeshi okay.
And plaid/checked shirts are not lala. They're cool.

Saw YunXin, Stephanie, Teh Lai Teng, other MGS-ians and non-MGS-ian.
HAHA. It was awkward yet funny.

It was nice. Everyone changed but we stayed the same.
I miss school.


Sunday, September 28, 2008


YoungWoong Jaejoong casted in a Drama

TVXQ member, YoungWoong Jaejoong was casted in the drama "Postman of Heaven" which is being made into a drama and movie at the same time.

"Postman of Heaven" which YWJJ is appearing in is going to be produced by 'I'm Sorry I Love You' Lee Hyungmin PD and Writer Kitagawa Eriko who wrote "One Million Stars Falling from the Sky" staring Takuya Kimura.
The drama is about a messenger who connects the Afterlife with the present world.
The producers said "This production will be shown in Korea as well as in Japan in theaters, TV and DVD so we are casting Hallyu Stars as the main leads" and explained YWJJ's casting.

I wanna watch the drama!!!!

And I'm gonna go to the driving test centre on Monday.
Hopefully can register and get it over with.
No, I'm not getting my license. I only wish it were so....

Can't wait for tomorrow!
Everyone's gonna be there. Even Hasy and Teran! Who I have not seen for 923038028 years.
My internet is so slowwwww.....
I'm addicted to manga.
Grrr...all Mae Yee's fault...
I slept at an ungodly hour yesterday just so I could finish the 11th chapter....
And I woke up at one something...my breakfast became my lunch. Wait, actually it's the other way around...

I suddenly feel depressed. Sigh. Someone slap me please.

Saturday, September 27, 2008


So he says.
Yeah, right. Just wait till he gets slapped with a 300 bucks saman. Hrumph....
Honestly, I don't get what is it with males and fast things.
Probably the thrill? But is it that exciting to overtake cars and go over the speed limit?
Do they get some kind of rush when they get to overtake other cars?
Like do they think, 'HAHAHA! My car faster than yours. I am so geng, I like F1 driver! My driving skills top-notch man!'
Yup. You're rich like F1 driver also rite?

Anyway, I saw a snatch thief in action yesterday.
The security guard chased him across the busy road. I was quite impressed by the guard cos the road was full of fast cars zooming past. But I think he got away cos he ran like hell. Sigh.

And I wanna learn how to drive!!
Grrr. Then I can go anywhere I want, anytime I want. Why does driving take so loooong?
A friend of mine said takes like....4 months for the whole thing.
That's like forever. I can't wait that long!

WAHHHH. My exams finished! For now anyway...
Butbutbut. Gah. I don't think I did well this time. Too many pages, too little time.
And my dad's gonna give me some look when I tell him.
He already asked my how I *think* I did in the exams. I cleverly changed the subject though, to avoid the possible nagging. Save it for later la.
If I tell him, my whole holiday will be, 'Rachel, what are you doing on the computer? Go and do some studying, blablabla...'

Oh. I'm supposed to get my IELTS results today. Scary.
I'll get it after hols.

Now playing: SE7EN - Run (feat. G-DRAGON & TaeKwon))
via FoxyTunes

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Don't forget to remember

You’re my dreamer

You glitter like the stars

Blind me with that quirky smile

Your heat surrounds me

I inhale and shiver

Tell me your secrets

Like ruby-filled treasure troves

And overflowing diamonds

Baby, adoring eyes you make me gasp

I forget how to 1 2 3


As you cucoon me

Metamorphosis ‘cause you transform me

Undeniably you stole my core

That unsteady beating centre

Betraying me

Vulnerable and helpless

You’re my star

I’ve lost myself

But you’ve found me

Now in your clasp

Secured and weightless