blind me with your quirky smile ★

hot summer.

2011-06-23T22:54:00.004+08:00

oh save me from this sweltering heat.

everyday i wake up and am pleasantly surprised that my extremities have not melted off.

if you didn't know, I have a tag attached to my body stating "Caution: Exposure to high temperatures may lead to hands and feet melting"

so yeah, to say that I'm worried would be an understatement.

Darn all these non-green people.

Don't they know what's global warming.

Ever heard of being eco-friendly? Which stands for ecosystem by the way, not economy.

which reminds me of a funny story.

okay, it's not a story story if you know what I mean.

(just in case you don't know what i mean by story story. well, it's not an imaginary made-up fiction that I created while daydreaming. it's a true story. which is fact. and really, if you are still reading this you really should stop because I'm going off tangent so STOP for goodness sake. thank you.)

so. once upon a time, I was walking in the shopping mall.

and THEN a crowd of people gathered around a stage caught my attention.

wow. so exciting right.

a crowd of people! around a stage!

tell me what else is more exciting. it doesn't get any better than this.

okay so on the stage there were roughly 15 heavily made-up women in sparkly floor-sweeping gowns.

guess what.

Miss [insert country here] [insert relevant planet here] 2011

and basically it went like this.

"Hello my name is Geena Gim Gee Goo. I am a secretary. It is very important that we take care of our Planet. Planet Day is not just one day. In fact, everyday is Planet Day. Thank you and good day. Have a great day everyone!"

earth-shattering. oh wait, i mean planet shattering.

there wasn't any quarantine or anything of that sort so it was like the same speech regurgitated again and again.

some with better grammar. some with more hand gestures. some with strange accents (which is another story altogether)

but. all with "Thank you! Have a great day!"

I will, thanks.

By now you'd probably realize that I lied.

It's not funny at all.

But even then...

I'm just like that you know, I somehow manage to remove the funniness out of things.

A joke? Is that a type of hamburger?

Yeah.

anyway, no offence to Ms Geena Gim Gee Goo if she actually exists.

And also no offence to secretaries.

ooops. there goes my finger. plop!

like i said. misunderstood.

2011-05-29T18:34:00.003+08:00

was that a wrong decision?

it definitely feels wrong now.

i never intended for it to turn out that way

neither did i expect it

but i guess i can only learn from it.

i just hope that it doesn't spoil a friendship

andddd in other news....

i flunked for the first time ever.

i guess there's a first for everything.

but i'm quite okay about it. just really bummed.

i mean, life goes on, clocks still tick and butterflies still butter

update: talking to a friend helps to put things into perspective. C:

to tumblr or not to tumblr

2011-05-28T10:37:00.004+08:00

eyecandies <3

misery

2011-05-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

I do not like this feeling!

Sorry, i need to vent for a bit...

Let's just say that I have a problem.

Or rather...2 problems.

One is a speech problem which conveniently occurs at the worst time. WORST TIMEEEEEEE. Argh.

So frustrating.

The other problem is vaguely related to the first one.

To put it even more vaguely, I keep falling over the same pothole.

stewpid pothole.

idonthavetimeforthisnonsensegrrr.

okthxbai.

fly away

2011-04-09T01:41:00.003+08:00

I wish I could just freeze time.

Right here, right now.

I really like my group. I really like our lunches. And our foosball sessions. Our heart to heart talks. Making birthday cards together. Planning outings. Walking to wards. Feeling inspired by tutors and doctors and patients. Taking blood. Donating blood. Seeing new things everyday. Learning how to cook. Feeling happy that I managed to make something edible. That satisfaction of being independent. Being childish and laughing at each other. Talking crap. Going on apartment visits. Cooking pancakes and doing the dishes together. Exploring the city. Pasar malams. Spotting cute doctors. Durians.

I'm looking forward to what the next day brings.

I'm really grateful.

will it really be alright?

2011-01-31T22:41:00.002+08:00

I am.

filled with doubt.

scared.

worried.

Thinking of all the "I should have..."

But its too late now to change the past.

At the same time I don't want to regret the choices that I've made.

I know what to do now.

Thanks =)

oh yeah

2010-12-24T15:02:00.005+08:00

It's just so satisfying when you unexpectedly obtain something you really want.

sigh.

SO satisfying =)

*************************************************************************

WHAT TIME IS IT?

TIME TO PARTAYYYYY

High high I'm so high

High high up in the sky

hey sexy

2010-12-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

hee. haven't fan-girled in a loooong time

old things

2010-11-30T21:31:00.003+08:00

'Can you hear me?', I ask

A slight frown mars your smooth forehead

You see my lips move

Yet no sound registers

I gaze at you, silently willing for you to say my name.

But I'm forced to look away.

It hurts.

Your guarded expression tells me what I stubbornly refuse to accept.

You don't remember me. I've lost you.

My eyes feel hot, like I'm about to cry

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found this little thing in my drafts.

wrote it ages ago

i wonder why.

when november ends

2010-11-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

One more day with them is not enough. Not even close.

Saying goodbye is hard.

And it's harder after everyone has left and its just me cos that's when it really hits the hardest.

can you decipher it?

2010-11-23T21:55:00.003+08:00

Its hard to be a good girl once you've experienced what it's like on the other side.

Whiskey tastes like pesticide. It was so awful.

Imagine dying with some unimaginably nasty taste in your mouth.

I guess it's a good thing I'm not a bug.

***************************************************************

Time is ticking.

Am I ready to face it?

I better start building up my armour and strengthening my shield.

Bacause denial is not exactly a good defense

“Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.” - Henry Van Dyke

I'm still in love with who I wish you were

in which sleep is but a dream

2010-09-29T01:14:00.003+08:00

......it gets lonely late at night when no one else is awake.

sigh.

yo mama. so fat. when she backs up. she beeps.

EGAD

2010-09-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

I SO SO SO ABHOR YOU HOTMAIL

Take my blood!

2010-09-25T21:48:00.004+08:00

Hari ini, saya terlihat seorang lelaki yang amat tampan =)

Hari ini, saya cuba menderma darah tetapi malangnya, saya tidak menetapi syarat oleh itu, darah saya tidak layak untuk didermakan.

Hari ini, saya potong rambut, dan pendandan rambut saya melukai dirinya sendiri kerana kecuaiannya apabila menggunakan gunting.

Hari ini, saya memakai kasut tumit tinggi yang hampir membunuh saya.

Ini adalah kawan saya yang amat 'syok sendiri'

Dia suka kucing dan akan mengeluarkan bunyi "meow" apabila melihat kucing.

Saya tidak berapa suka kucing. Kucing amat menakutkan, terutamanya pada waktu malam.

what's the word, hummingbird?

2010-08-22T11:40:00.003+08:00

you're dying. like right now.

but it's okay, I'm dying too.

and so is the chipmunk outside your window

and the wailing baby across the room

my room mate is going crazy.

maybe i can slip some anti-psychotics into her coffee later.

i slept at 6.30 this morning.

i feel like i'm back to being a two month old baby, what with my odd sleeping hours these days.

wish right now

2010-08-20T21:10:00.006+08:00

Brogue shoes from Kani

whack you!

2010-08-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

One Night Only. & Paul Dateh.

2010-07-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Oh dear me, what on earth am I going to do with this pile of unfinished work?

That is the question currently plaguing my mind right now.

Among other more desirable things...like when will I be eating that durian or if I can fit in another awesome episode of Big Bang Theory which I have discovered only recently.

Anyway, back to the question.

Notice how I phrased it.

Not how am I going to finish it, but what am I going to do about it.

Which essentially means that I am still in the stage where I'm considering if it's possible to avoid it altogether.

I wonder if it would be okay to just leave the work unfinished.

Argh I wish I could just mute that annoying nasal voice in my head that keeps reminding me about how much work I haven't done.

Hasn't it discovered the power of positive reinforcement?

It is much more effective to focus on how much ice cream I managed to eat instead of how much is leftover

Wow, I can't believe I gave such an great analogy that captured the very essence of what I was trying to get across.

I do believe that its worthy of some kind of award.

Like the Nobel Prize for Analogy.

And if you're saying it doesn't exist, I say it should.

I mean, what has the world come to?!

No nobel prize for analogy? That's like saying houseflies exist!

Everyone knows houses can't fly, the most they can do is crawl.

Before I retire for the day, I would just like to say that Sheldon is awesome. I wish I can win every argument like him =)

Sheldon. Zooey Deschanel. Durian.

2010-06-24T21:27:00.003+08:00

Wow.

I feel….what’s that emotion called?

The one which makes you laugh at something that’s not even remotely funny.

When you just randomly start humming a tune to yourself because you feel like it.

And you don’t even care that the girl over there is giving you the evil eye. In fact, you’d just beam at her and give a wave.

Oh yeah, I feel happy.

It’s so strange.

It’s not like I’ve been depressed or sad before this, but for the past few weeks I’d been in this monotonous state where everything I do and say seems obligatory and I’m just….working on auto-pilot.

I can’t stop smiling =)

It’s a good feeling. Being happy is.

"...there's plenty of other fish in the sea."

"But uh, those are guppies"

Kids - MGMT

2010-05-31T21:19:00.005+08:00

Today was somewhat upsetting.

Hm.

But chocolate made it a teensy bit better.

Gosh, I sound like a chocaholic.

And yes, that's a real word.

Phone calls and hugs are good for health.

They're like multivitamins.

I shall prescribe it to my future patients.

....its times like these that having a boyfriend wouldn't be such a bad idea

"listen carefully..." "...I AM LISTENING CAREFULLY!"

2010-05-12T20:09:00.003+08:00

If A is your computer and B is your chair. What is C?

One word. Concept games.
The most infuriating games ever.

My grandmother likes coffee. Does she like tea?

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I'm so hot, I'm running a fever.

distracted

2010-04-18T12:12:00.002+08:00

I want to study but somehow I just don't feel the stress which I need to motivate me to study.

Which is annoying me.

Arghhhhhh.

And my roommate isn't here to make me feel guilty that I'm not studying.

I think I shall just off my computer.

Mimi agrees with me too. Such a clever girl-rabbit she is. Must be the environment.

DIE YOU INSIGNIFICANT INSECT

2010-04-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

I am so lucky.

Guess what.
I met the most obnoxious person in the world in the swimming pool that day.
And I don’t even know what he looks like.
Only that he’s buff as hell and has an annoying American accent.

As I was grinning in delight from my extremely pleasant experience with him, ruminating on what had taken place, I came to a conclusion.

From my thorough investigations and what I gleaned from my wonderful encounter with Mr Royal Pain in the Gluteus Maximus, he seems to be afflicted with a disease commonly known as foot in mouth disease.
I am certain of it.

Trust me, I’m a medical student.
I know these things like the back of my hand.
(If you can’t trust a future doctor, who can you trust!)

But now come to think of it, I wonder why I didn’t get his number.
I mean, other than the affliction that the poor guy has (which is not his fault at all), I’ll bet he has a perfectly awesome personality that would capture the heart of any unsuspecting, gullible female.
In fact, if I ever meet him again, I’d totally give him all the attention he deserves. Really

If you were DNA, I wish I were helicase so I could unzip your genes

2010-04-07T00:48:00.003+08:00

haha geddit?
gosh I found so many cute jokes/one-liners online.
they're so so so so ki-utttt

Okay, lemme tell you some of my favourites.

1. If you were DNA, I wish I were helicase (an enzyme) so I could unzip your genes
2. Baby, I wish I was your derivative to I could lie tangent to your curves
3. What did boy octopus say to girl octopus?
Can I hold your hand hand hand hand hand hand hand hand?
4. Why don't you undress in front of a pokemon?
Because they'll PIKACHUUUUUUU

Longer ones...

Two snakes were slithering through a field.

One snake turned to the other and asked, "Do you suppose we are poisonous?"

"I don't know", replied the other, "Why?"

"Well", said the first, "I just bit my lip"

An old man was sitting on a bench in the mall when a young man with spiked hair came and sat down beside him.

The boy's hair was yellow and green with orange and purple streaks. He had black makeup around his eyes. The old man just stared intensely at him for several minutes.

The boy, becoming agitated with the old man's gaze, said "What's the matter, old man. Haven't you ever done anything wild in your life?"

The old man answered. "Well, yes, actually I have. Once I got very drunk and had sex with a parrot. I'm just sitting here wondering if you are my son."

i eat and i eat and i eat

2010-03-29T16:38:00.001+08:00

I wonder why they have fonts named crunchy taco and haettenschweiler.
I mean, what kind of name is that? Crunchy taco has absolutely no relation to the font.
Does the font look like a taco? Does it sound crunchy? So bewildering….
And haettenschweiler! Well that’s just….strange. I would have thought that the creator would have enough sense to name his font something easy to pronounce.
It probably explains the unpopularity of this font.

And I don’t know why I’m writing about the absurdity of font names at 1.19 in the early morning.
Sigh. This is what happens when I take an afternoon nap.
Insomnia results. Oh joy.

Let’s recap today.
I woke up. Emptied my purse. Filled my stomach. Made good use of that squishy thing in my cranial cavity which some people unfortunately do not possess. Tightened some loose screws here and there. Yup, today or rather yesterday was an okay day.
Not very productive but not useless either.

I have developed a disorder. And there’s only one cure. Food.
The disorder? Compulsive eating.
I really don’t know what to do…..
I managed to finish a packet of preserved mangoes in one sitting.
Then I had my usual chocolate craving. So I had Nutella.
Ahhhh…I need help.
I feel sad….there’s no more mangoes =(
Poor mangoes…they never got a chance to enjoy life, get married and nice stuff like that.
Such a sad existence….
Oh well…at least they helped me fulfil my fibre intake

I need to save $$$$$
Donations are warmly welcomed =]

i'm dooooooomed

2010-02-24T12:44:00.003+08:00

sorry, i'm being a bit melodramatic at the moment.
But i have good reason to!
Just LOOK at my timetable.
Imagine going from doing nothing for 3 whole months to

THIS

*panic attack*

Mimi says hello!

2010-02-22T12:21:00.007+08:00

my downfall

2010-02-10T23:44:00.009+08:00

....is spelled c-h-o-c-o-l-a-t-e

omg. my mom brought home one big bag of heaven from her office that day and now my fat cells are rejoicing and dancing the cha-cha.

Food wise, we finally tried out the barbeque! And I have discovered my second love of my life after chocolate. Sweet potato =D the japanese one lah, the other one is just bleh.

on to something totally different, youtube has been my daily companion these past few days.
ga-in and jo kwon are so funny.
and i'm thinking 2pm will forever be the hottest time of my day, everyday.

i feel like running now. but i think my mom will seriously question my sanity if i start jogging at 12 midnight.

I've been driving rather often these days. Its definitely NOT one of my favourite things to do. I find driving stressful and nerve-wracking and panic-inducing.
Note that this DOES NOT mean I suck at driving.

In fact, i would venture to say that i'm a quite decent driver. Unlike some reckless daredevils i've had the misfortune of encountering.
Haven't been in any accidents yet. Although I admit there were some close calls.
Like the time I almost collided with a motorcyclist who very rightfully got angry and proceeded to yell some not so nice things at me while I struggled to recover from my almost fatal cardiac arrest.

One thing that bugs the hell out of me is parking.
I don't know what is wrong with my car but she just doesn't seem to understand where I want her to go. Especially when getting her to enter those perpendicular parking spaces. My car is just SO SO SO badly behaved when I try to get her to enter them.
I need to like....send her for parking classes. My car is okay with angled parking spaces though.
She seems to like them a lot actually. I think she has a crush on them.

I've given up on online shopping. There's no satisfaction in them.
Talking about shopping, the shopaholic in my mom resurfaced recently and got enough dresses to last a whole year. In 2 weeks. Not that she has any lack mind you. Oh well, I'm not complaining =)

and people of the world, this is called "mencuci mata"

I'm KING OF THE WORLD!!!

2010-01-11T23:58:00.004+08:00

This is too cute!

Nobody Animation

What does a gay horse eat?

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

my stomach says hi to Mr. Hydrochloric Acid

2010-01-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

I've been torturing myself.

http://www.thefoodpornographer.com/

Everything looks SO good.

and my salivary glands are in a highly active state, all 6 of them.
Or in simpler terms....

I'm salivating like a blood-thirsty vampire who's about to sink his teeth into his innocent victim.
Only I'm not a vampire. Neither am I a male. Heehee

I hope there'll be lots and lots of food tomorrow
Ipoh food beware!

hmm this post feels so disjointed i guess that can be attributed to my growling stomach
*growl*

if my heart was a house.....

2010-01-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

....you'd be home

If my heart was a compass you'd be north
- If My Heart was a House, Owl City -

Happiness

2010-01-06T21:58:00.001+08:00

Shoes. A girl's best friend. My wallet's worst enemy.

2009-12-23T23:44:00.005+08:00

Yes.
That is my promise to myself and I fully intend to hold on to it.
I will not even step foot into a shoe shop.
It's too dangerous for me to enter.
I'd rather not risk it.
My wallet might not come out alive.

Anyway, I watched Chocolat.
It's such a nice movie.
You can't help but crave something chocolatey after watching it.
Plus Johnny Depp is in it.
Actually, him acting in the movie is reason enough to watch it.
He's awesome la.

It's so strange, I got so talkative today after our sing-k session.
Weird. I think my ears liked the sound of my hoarse voice a little too much.

AND I've been exercising.
Not enough to lose the weight I gained during my exam period bingeing but I'm getting there.
I'm so proud of myself =D

"Normal humans don't interest me. If anyone here is an alien, a time traveler, slider,
or an esper, then come find me! That is all."
- The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya -

11.11

2009-11-28T00:43:00.003+08:00

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

Today is a piece of paper with intentional splotches and accidental smudges

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

So I lost something today.
Which sucks obviously.
What's even worse is that it's gonna take a lot of hassle to replace it.
Sigh, what a way to start my hols.

Still, I'm quite cheerful.
Which is quite strange....but it's better than getting depressed and sulky right?

And I'm moving to Tokyo...............cause I'm tired of San Francisco

I heart Owl City <3

how do u hurt a lady gaga?

2009-09-06T00:55:00.002+08:00

********************************************************

you don't need a bomb to kill a mosquito.

but right now, i wish i had one to do just that.

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Now playing: Green Day - 21 Guns
via FoxyTunes

By your grace

2009-07-11T10:57:00.002+08:00

I'm learning to forgive
I'm learning to let go
I'm learning to break down the walls that I've spent so much time building up
I'm learning to be patient
I'm learning to be appreciative
I'm learning how to truly love

I'm learning so much more than what I had bargained for
Thank you God

enjoying the moment

2009-06-23T12:16:00.002+08:00

Gosh I haven't been here in ages and I've got so much stuff that happened that I don't know where to start.
*deep breath*

Well, it was mostly...exams, studying, going out till late, sleeping late & waking up early, staying in uni till 11pm, lame jokes, the occasional cute guy, scary movies, bak kut teh's and a teeny scare which turned out to be me overreacting =) (try saying that in one breath hee)

My first semester is finished and I'm really looking forward to the next one. It'll be so much more fun I think, since everyone knows everyone now. And contrary to common perception, medic students know how to have fun OK!
We play frisbee in the hallways and sing Queen songs off-tune and dance to tectonic and shave our heads bald for the heck of it so yeah!

And no, I did not shave my head=]

So I'm in the middle of my glorious hols now.
Its been......uneventful.
Which is quite unsatisfying cos I seem to be wasting my time a LOT.
Bleh.

Someone thought I was from Indonesia lol. In what way do I look Indonesian? Or Indonesian Chinese? Do I have an accent? Is it the way I dress? Do Indonesians even have a distinct way of dressing??

Aaaaanywayyyyy, going for a much needed and delayed family holiday somewhere cold =] YES! An escape from this awful sweat-inducing heat. Then going off for Monash CF Camp!
Woooooshhhhhh.
Blame these weird onomatopoieas on the choc cake I wolfed down just now.
At 2 something in the morning. Sugar rush.

Heehee.
Being in the Games committee is funfunfun.
Imagine...you get to decide on what games to play and most importantly......

PUNISHMENTS!!!

Crazy fun. I get smiley just thinking about it =D
Can sabo ppl also hahahaahha

okok I should not get overexcited. Think calm thoughts.
Caaaaallllllllmmmmmm thoughts.
Okay. One thing that medic school teaches is how to relax and manage stress cos' you know, doctors and students are quite prone to having some screws loose in our heads.
It's called Progressive Muscle Relaxation.

Close your eyes. If there are any thoughts in your mind just let them pass through, don't pursue them.
Listen to the sounds in the room. Now listen to the sounds outside(even if its pin drop silence, this is where your imagination plays a BIG role, feel free to imagine anything no matter how ridiculous). Strech your senses...listen to the sounds on the road(tip: imagine!).
Tense the muscles of your neck. Keep it tensed for 10 secs. 1.....2......3.....to 10
Slowly release the tension. Feel the tension leaving.
Then we are instructed to progressively squeeze the muscles in out body that are squeezable and feel the tension slowly leaving.

AFter the PMR apparently we're supposed to be in the optimal state to sleep. So fellow insomniacs, try this at home! It's completely safe and has no lethal side-effects!

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Now playing: BIG BANG - Emotion
via FoxyTunes

happyfaces

2009-04-24T18:20:00.005+08:00

...cos the test is OVER!

Now I have to catch up on this week's lectures *gasp*

********************************************************************
Stuff I learned this week:

Lesson 1. Guys and their tempers
Lesson 2. To stop an incoming sneeze, press the area below your nose
Lesson 3. You can feel a really strong pulse at the place between your hipbone and groin
Lesson 4. Not all lala's can speak Mandarin
Lesson 5. A lot of KL boys think that Ipoh girls are pretty
.

sorry sorry

2009-04-03T18:45:00.003+08:00

I officially declare that walking back from uni is hazardous for my health.
And I need a walking stick. Or crutches. Or even better, a wheelchair!

I was walking. Fell down. Sprained my ankle. Died.
So now I'm typing this while I'm in the morgue waiting for my coffin to arrive.
It's quite nice here actually.
Quiet and peaceful.
If you ignore my neighbour who is fussing about the maggots in his eyes of course.
He says he's been in the morgue for a week now and no one has come to pick him up.
Poor guy. Some identification problem apparently.

Sigh. Not too many cute dead guys around here.
But come to think of it, not too many cute guys period.
Ah well...at least the people here are friendly.

Gotta go now.
The mortician is coming back from his toilet break.

Walk away

2009-03-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

I don't like confrontations.
It gives me high blood pressure.

walk on

2009-03-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling optimistic tonight.
=)

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So today I learned CPR.
And how to un-choke someone.
Was kinda nervous in the beginning but I got the hang of it later on..
Just hope I won't have to actually apply this in real life.

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Followed Serene, my coursemate/cousin's friend to CHC.
We missed worship though, the best part =(
Had dinner and celebrated David's extremely belated birthday

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OH I almost forgot the most important thing I wanted to say...
I met the guy version of Jenny, Joan
seriously.
I mean, he REALLY looks like her except manlier and stuff IMO
Aiyoh, every time I see him I think of Jenny haha!
But that's not the best part!!

Guess his name.

He has the same name as her bro XD

Sigh miss you guys.
Kinda wish we could relive high school.

because i'm stupid

2009-03-03T21:43:00.005+08:00

I find myself gravitating towards the same type of people.
To put it generally.

A picture paints a thousand words.
A thousand words that I can't even begin to express.

My first thought.

'He knows him'
Ohhhh crap.
Oh fudge.
'This has to be a hallucination.'
*blink blink*
'Oh darn it's real.'

No wonder laaa...

2009-03-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

"I don't like it when people are too nice."

Isn't it ironic?
First meetings. Initial impressions.
He smiles too much.
She laughs too loud.

and so it continues...

2009-02-17T16:58:00.006+08:00

I've never cared much for politics.
Never really bothered to find out what's going on in Malaysia's political scene.
But seeing politicians scrabbling for power and money in my own backyard is really something that woke me up.
An eye-opener, if you will, to how corrupt and greedy our country's leaders are.
Not all of course, just 90% of them.
Well, the future of Malaysia looks quite bright and rosy I'm sure with all these pemimpin-pemimpin yang berintegriti who supposedly shuns double-standards when dealing with another politician whose incriminating pictures were spread around (I wonder how those pictures were obtained and oh! what good timing) while ignoring the fact that politicians of his own party are involved in more immoral things.

Anyway, I just read this.
And I think you should read it too.
Let's see if justice prevails.
I think not, but I might just be pessimistic.

*this is a very rare post about Malaysian politics which I don't think will be repeated soon because I get riled up thinking about it and since I look rather scary when I'm angry I think I'll post about other stuff next time, like pretty pink dresses and Hello Kitty*

Brick Wall

2009-02-03T15:55:00.002+08:00

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WANTED
DEAD OR ALIVE

Driver of a small red car.
Has a P license.
Either male or sounds male.

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Double S 501

2009-01-23T17:19:00.006+08:00

Quote of the day

"I ate chicken today.....and had a ton of diarrhoea"
[Kim Hyun Joong, WGM]

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Now playing: SS501 - Because I'm Stupid
via FoxyTunes

ASK ME FIRST...

2009-01-15T11:17:00.003+08:00

...before you buy stuff for me that are exorbitantly priced!
Gahhhhh.
He called yesterday and told me in this very excited, happy voice that he bought me a bag.
For college.
And he was going on and on about how much I would love it and how beautiful it was and how many ways I could carry it.

"You can carry it on your shoulder, sling it or y'know carry it like a knapsack. Like you know got the two straps in front one."
"mmhmmm...."
"Eh, very nice lah the bag. You'll absolutely love it."
"Uh...okay. So, how much is it?"
"Ohhhh, it was 30% discount. And it was the last one somemore. So I cannot tahan lah buy it for you."
"Haaaa....o-kay."
"Don't worry lah, you sure like it one."

Now I feel very apprehensive about the bag. And even if the bag is really ugly I still have to use it.
To top it off, I'm quite sure that the bag is the type of bag that lasts very very very long and will take ages for it to spoil/tear.
I'm aware that I'm being pessimistic about the bag but....I can't help it.
Because....my dad bought my mom a bag before and it was really.....auntie-ish.
Not ugly lah but my mom couldn't stand it until she had to give it away.
HAHAHA so funny when my dad found out

Ah well, I don't think can return the bag so I'll just have to live with it.
Hopefully it's not as bad as I think it is.

Now I shall log in to fb and be happy if u know what i mean XD

Tell Me

2009-01-05T12:46:00.004+08:00

Today is the start of the school year.
Woohoo!
And what am I doing?
Rotting at home, staring listlessly at my laptop screen.
So sad. I will be doing this for two months until my semester starts in March.
:'(

My mom noticed how incredibly free I am at home and assigned me to do chores.
So today's assignment is to call the tuition centre and enroll my brother for tuition classes.
Okla, this is easy and I don't mind doing it.
The other thing she asked me to do on the other hand is like.....sigh.
I have to unpick the sewing on a certain someone's boxers cos she wanted to redo the elastic.
BOXERS!
The boxers are made in China so I thought 'Ok, not that bad lah, the sewing sure very easy to take out one.'
Then when I tried to unpick it I realised actually the sewing very close together larrrr
Cis! So I took like one whole hour to unpick everything.
I felt quite relieved THEN I remembered that still got another TWO boxers.
Ish...now I still got one more to do..

Carrot cakes are in fact quite unhealthy contrary to what I thought.
I've always believed carrot cakes are healthy since it has carrots and everyone knows that carrots are healthy.
BUT do you know just how much oil and butter it takes to make a carrot cake?
A LOT!
I made a carrot cake that day and the recipe said to put like one whole cup of oil inside even after I've added butter.
One whole cup of oil can fry many many dishes of food okay.
And to think, all this time I've been fooled into thinking that carrot cakes are super healthy *shakes head*
IT'S THE CARROT'S FAULT!!
Those sneaky orange-coloured sticks with green tufts of hair deceived me!

Okay, my mom just ordered
asked me to clean my room and by her definition of 'clean your room' she means that she wants me to dig out all my unwanted stuff and arrange them neatly into shelvesas well as wipe the cubboards and move my stuff from one shelf to another shelf cos it'll look better =.=

Good news though, my hair isn't as poofy now although it still looks a bit ridiculous when I wake up in the morning and look in the mirror.

Oh well.
Till I blog again.

UPDATE: This is really a useless update but I'm just putting this here cos I have nothing else to do and I just read Jill's blog and found out that she listens to BIG BANG while on the treadmill too!! I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!! Haha, oklah I'm sure Joan does that too. In fact, I think if she could she'd listen to BIG BANG every single second of the day XD. And then hor, I find that BIG BANG songs are very good workout songs actually. You actually feel that you want to jog. I should do that today. Jog, I mean. Since I'm so free y'know. I'm talking to my blog. Uh...Okay, I think I need my meds

I PERMED MY HAIR

2008-12-30T21:01:00.006+08:00

I always regret my haircuts immediately after I get them.
Especially haircuts that my mom coerced me into getting. Haircuts that I otherwise would never even consider in a million years.
If you asked me if I would get a perm a year ago, heck, even a few months ago, I would have called you crazy. Insane. Bonkers. Mad. Lost your marbles.
It was...unthinkable.
I always imagined perms to be for those aunties/popos.
So I totally freaked out when my mom suggested a perm[she's always been trying to get me to perm my hair].

My mind went straight to this. Ronald McDonald's red afro.

Then this. Which was what my mom had in the 80s.

After thinking a while I imagined this since my hair wasn't that long.

Anyway, my mom managed to convince me that it'd turn out quite nice so I said OK.
I went to the hair stylist and my mom told him what I wanted.
I don't know what they were discussing lah cos it was all in Canto and they were talking bullet-train fast so I only understood like 1% of what they were saying =.=

So then I was fantasizing about how nice my hair would be and stuff.
While I day dreamed about my hair, I happily allowed the hair stylist to do his thing trusting that all the discomfort of the process would be worth it.

VERY UNCOMFORTABLE OKAY!
They pulled and tugged my hair mercilessly and rolled it up in ceramic rollers.
Then they wrapped this heavy insulating material around my head. To prevent my head from overheating I guess.
At this point it was still tolerable even with my head on the verge of rolling off my shoulders and dropping on the floor due to the sheer weight of the...the things they stuck on my hair.

It all went downhill after that.
They turned on the torture device which heated up the ceramic rollers and left me there to die.
Really! One girl just went to one corner and slept. And the other just...just read magazines!!

Anyway, I seriously thought I was gonna die.
I thought my hair was gonna be burnt and I'd go bald cos the things on my head were like...darn hot lah.
Well, if you ever wanna know how being burned alive is like, you can get a small taste of it when u perm your hair.
Or you could just light a match and set your hair on fire.
Yeah. That's way easier. Cheaper too! And not to mention faster. Just keep a fire extinguisher at hand so you don't accidently burn off your eyebrows too.

Sooo......
I bet you're wondering how I look like.
Sigh.
I feel like kicking myself.
Prepare yourself.
I hope you're not drinking water or anything.
Wouldn't want you to spit on your screen.
DUM DUM DUM....

Are you ready?

Not drinking anything rite?

Lol.
Okay so that's not me thank God.
Mine's not that bad lah when you compare it to that.

Something like this lah.

Eh sure cannot recognize me wan.
Well, one good thing is I can go commit some crime and even the police will not recognize me from my IC.

*sighs*

....and I'm back. Yay me!

2008-12-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

ah...I sound so lame.

Anyway, I've been busy. Super extremely busy this past week.
But I'm free now so I can blog about how busy I was during my busy week.
In other words, since I'm not busy now, I can blog about my week being busy.

Ahem.
Last Wednesday. Went to KL. AGAIN.
In case you didn't know, I have been going back and forth to KL at least three times during the past 4 weeks.
Took results on Thursday. It seems like it was so long ago lah. Its actually only been 2 weeks.
Monash interview the next day. I was forced to buy clothes for the interview since I didn't bring any proper ones =.= waste money only...
Wedding dinner on Saturday.
The bride, my cousin was so pretty!

Came back then went to KL again on Wednesday.
Monash. Aunt. Ipoh.
My cousins all followed.
It was a scary experience.
Imagine. 5 little kids running around in my house.
Noisy. Fighting. Screaming. Playhouse Disney. Ben 10.
And in the middle of all the craziness I had to bathe my dog and scrape out algae from the pond.
And play jigsaw puzzles with my cousin when I actually really dislike jigsaw puzzles cos I'm terrible at it.
Still, it was fun. In a stressful way.

And then today went to the wedding dinner for the bridegrooms side.
I think I travelled 300+ km today alone.
So tiring...my butt fell asleep after sitting in the car squashed between my bro and my aunt.

oops. Almost forgot about Christmas.
Celebrated it with my extended family. Aunts and Uncles and Grandad in KL.
Was fun =]
We sang carols and stuff.
Since it was also my aunt's bday we had this HUMONGOUS cheesecake.
5 KILOGRAMS AT LEAST.
HOMEMADE.
AND IT HAS EVERYTHING!
It was sort of a cheesecake/carrot cake with lotsa nuts and chocolate chips and raisins and other delish stuff.
The cake was kinda like everything nice mixed together.
It may sound gross here but it was seriously the BEST cake I've ever had.
Better than any old Secret Recipe cake.
I'm making myself hungry now...
Ok, I have to go now in case my dad decides to come downstairs and sees me still here.
Aiks...

Try This!

2008-12-15T14:24:00.004+08:00

Step 1 : Go to a page that has a lot of pictures. Google Images [just google something lah]
Step 2 : While on the page, replace the URL in the address bar with.....

javascript:R=0; x1=.1; y1=.05; x2=.25; y2=.24; x3=1.6; y3=.24; x4=300; y4=200; x5=300; y5=200; DI=document.images; DIL=DI.length; function A(){for(i=0; i-DIL; i++){DIS=DI[ i ].style; DIS.position='absolute'; DIS.left=Math.sin(R*x1+i*x2+x3)*x4+x5; DIS.top=Math.cos(R*y1+i*y2+y3)*y4+y5}R++}setInterval('A()',5); void(0);

Step 3 : Press Enter
Step 4 : TA DAH!!!!

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I DROVE TODAY!!
It was fun fun fun.
But then I dunno why my friend's 3 point turn is diff from mine...isn't it supposed to be the same?
Ah whatever la.
I probably turned 3 shades darker from all the sun exposure I got.
My instructor escaped the heat by getting out of the car after 15 minutes of teaching and left me there to practice. At first not that bad, then after like 10 minutes driving alone I realised why he got out.
The car freaking hot lah!
The sun was shining directly on me and the air con like die already plus all the hot air coming from the window -.-
He was enjoying himself under the umbrella chatting with his friend.....smoking.
What is this??
Well, I've learnt my lesson.
Next time I'll come prepared with sunscreen.

SMILE SMILE SMILE =] =) =D

2008-12-12T02:24:00.002+08:00

Why are guys so dirty? Why why why???
Ok fine maybe I'm generalizing all guys into one group when they are actually not.
Guys come in many different categories.
For example, messy, messy+dirty, messy+dirty+smelly, messy+dirty+smelly+some dead thing under all that rubbish.
Even if they are lazy they should at least clean up after themselves rite???
NOT expect other people who do not live there to clean up for them.
Fine lah, he[a relative of mine] didn't exactly specify to sweep the floor and clean the bathtub and wipe off the 1 inch of dust and stuff like that.
But then how was I supposed to tahan the sheer dirtiness of the apartment?
At first I thought I could ignore the pitiful state of the place.
But then after awhile I realised that......the soles of my feet were black.
Black! And I was only around the place for like....10 minutes!
You don't wanna know what the bathroom was like.
It was horrific.
There was mould. Fungus. Mushrooms.
Well, probably not mushrooms but I'd bet in a few more months there would be.

Anyway, it was late so I went to sleep.
Next morning I seriously couldn't tahan anymore so I became a maid for the day.
I saw a Daddy Long Legs wobbling out from under the bed.
I let it live. Have preserve the biodiversity of the Earth you see.
Thank goodness got no worms or anything.
I'd die.
The bathtub was gross. I spent like 20 minutes scrubbing it.
Ah. Enough about that. I might have nightmares later and wake up screaming about worms and mushrooms growing out of my ears.

Eeeee. They won all three awards!!!!
So awesome.

以父之名

2008-12-12T01:40:00.004+08:00

Tagged. Courtesy of Kok Mun. How nice of him.

1. What’s your ambition?
To become a garbage collector. I love rubbish!

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Well, ATM friends are more important hands down.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

CHEH!
I did this tag before lah I just realized.
Ish....no wonder I felt a bit weird when I was doing the tag...

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I also did Sonia's tag before -.-
But since I did that tag a long time ago in my ex blog I shall do it again.

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Crazy Dog - BIG BANG

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Soldier - Hillsong United
imma soldier yeah

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
You're My Melody - TVXQ

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Hold On - Good Charlotte

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mighty To Save - Hillsong

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hua Tian Cuo - LeeHom
er...?

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Love After Love - TVXQ

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Make Love - BIG BANG
For the record, this song is SO not anything sexual or whatever. And I do NOT.

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Catch Your Wave - Click Five

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
It's All Your Fault - P!nk
Hahahaha..

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Party - UJH
I'll meet him at a party?

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Lies - BIG BANG
I don't like this tag

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Why Have I Fallen In Love? - TVXQ
Erm, is this a bad omen or something??

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Stay Young - WE THE KINGS
How ironic.

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte
I'm as baffled as you

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Come A Little Closer - idunnowho
Maybe if you come a little closer I'd tell you.....NOT

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Not Your Enemy - Jesse McCartney
Yeah, obviously

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
La-La-La - BIG BANG

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Someday - Nickelback
How not when lar...

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Choosey Lover - TVXQ

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk
I'd do everything harder, better, faster and stronger?

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Summer Time Love - EXILE
It's always summer in Malaysia wor...

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
以父之名 - Jay Chou
I have no idea what it means but this song is kinda weird

Dissatisfied

2008-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

I want to complain!
This post will only be about how much I disliked Twilight so feel free to stop reading now OK?

Are you still reading?
What about now?
Still reading?

Ok well.
Watched Twilight in TGV today.
I didn't have very high expectations since I heard from other people that it was kinda sucky but I still felt that it wouldn't be that bad since the book was one of my favourites.

I mean, they can't mess up that bad can they?
WRONG.

First off, I didn't like Robert whatshisname from the moment I saw him.
He looks like a druggie or something IMO.
And he totally does NOT suit the character he's playing, Edward.
Ish....
He's hairy lah.
Vampires not supposed to be hairy ok.
They're supposed to be like, hair-less!!
Seriously loh, from far also can see his arm/chest hair [think gorilla. ok fine i'm exaggerating]
Something is just....off about his face.
Sorry, I'm not gonna defile my blog by putting his picture here so just google it if you're extremely bored.

Both the main characters, Edward and Bella are supposed to be in love.
In this movie rite, got no chemistry at all ler.
Their acting not that good.
And I dunno why alot of the scenes they keep putting the camera super close-up to the actors.
You can like count the number of moles on their faces.
No, I did not count.

Plus Edward the vampire is supposed to have...glittering skin when exposed to sunlight.
You know what they did.
When he went into the sunlight, his skin glittered alright.
Glittered like diamonds.
It was as if his skin was made up of a layer of diamonds or something.
Very weird. Like got skin disease.
I couldn't help it lah. I was laughing.
Then hor, at the ''romantic'' and ''intense'' scenes......IT WAS SO FUNNY! Cos the way they act was really really....strange.
I cannot tahan so I was laughing.
It was not supposed to be funny lah.
Aiyoh.

Then ah, the whole movie very.....spastic.
Its like they're just reciting lines.
If you watch the movie without some background knowledge of it I think you'll be lost.
The movie was.....stunted? Got no flow like Amelia said.

Grrrr.
Some more they go and censor it!
The kissing scene is just plain ridiculous.
Both of their faces must inch closer to each other slow mo =.=
So I'm like waiting for them to kiss and it takes them AGES. You can probably fall asleep waiting for the kiss.
And JUST when they're gonna kiss........
CUT FORWARD TO THE NEXT SCENE
Argh.

Actually, I have a lot more complaints but I got no mood adi.
Blah.

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On another note, I'm having my delayed IMU interview tomorrow.
I hope they're not strict. Or else sure die.
Heard they ask weird questions like......gimme 10 uses of a straw.
Or something like that.
Well, I'm gonna go and think of 10 uses of a straw now =]

156 is a VERY big number ok

2008-12-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

Had two needles jabbed into me last Saturday.
One for the blood test and one to prevent cervical cancer.
The cervical cancer jab pain larh. The doctor injected into the muscle or something so yeah, I was like owwwww...

Then yesterday I went for the 5 hour lecture at the driving centre.
It was excruciatingly boring.
I had two lecturers. The first guy was quite funny so I managed to keep my eyes open.
The second lecturer on the other hand, could make an severe insomniac patient fall into a dead sleep.
He was SO long-winded. And he gave an elaborate, totally unnecessary explanation on each and every point!
I tell you, my eyelids kept closing every 30 seconds.
I had to resort to self-inflicted injury to keep myself awake.

I poked myself with my pencil.
Didn't help much though.
And I could see the guy in the next table nodding off to lala land.

I couldn't even talk with the other people cos they were all speaking in Mandarin =.=
Gah.

OH.
I just got my test results.
It seems I have zero antibodies against Hepatitis B.
How sad.

laziness has overcome me

2008-11-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

Dear Ping Sern

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when we skinny dipped at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you sit on my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're scared enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the cut toenails to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before the apartment building.

Greetings to your freaky family, Rachel.

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,-Your name

1.What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - F*** off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

p/s. sorry lah ps(lol. why ur initials lidat one) but i srsly got shivers when i completed the first sentence

Downhill

2008-11-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

Waiting is so frustrating when everything is hanging in the balance.
That's what I'm doing now.
Agonizing over what could go wrong.
Gahhhhhhh!

This is not what I expected my holidays to be like.
Granted this is just the first week but still, I thought the holidays would be relaxing.
NOT worrying about whether my application will go through or the stupid interviews.
GRRRRR.

Muffins and Smiles

2008-11-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

Took a taxi back to my apartment.
Had an unexpected chat with the taxi driver.
On first glance, he kinda intimidated me cos of the way he looked.
Truthfully, I was adverse to taking a ride in his taxi. A bit wary and cautious.
He was a foreigner of Pakistani descent. Curly beard with accent and all.
But you know, towards the latter part of the journey back, I realized that I had jumped to conclusions.
He turned out to be quite a nice guy.
He even recommended this restaurant in which he was a partner of that had really good chinese food. Lol.
Then he was going on and on about how wonderful and delicious the food there was.
We chatted for a short while and it hit me that sometimes we judge people too easily by first impressions.
I think I got a discount too xD
Cos the other Chinese taxi driver which sent me had charged me more =.=

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Prom finally came.
And before I knew it, it was over.
Gonna miss G3.
Even though I wasn't close to some of my classmates, everyone had their own little quirks which made up G3.
Dunno lah, somehow I got used to G3 and everyone in it.
Anyhow, I shall be optimistic and believe that we'll be able to keep in touch with each other.

I still can't upload the pics though :(
I left my wire thing back home and I'm only going back on Sunday.
Boohoo...

You DARE touch me?

2008-11-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

''n for god's sake if he touch me i will slap him lah''

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.

Quoted from a friend of mine.
On msn.
When we were talking about TSG's friend and an imaginary event which involved romantic love songs and dreamy stares.

Both of them are actually like....on less than friendly terms.
And I think he doesn't even know her name. Or mine.
Oh well, we know his. Or rather theirs. XD

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And yeah, I made a decision in these few days.
It's quite a big one.
And I don't think I'll regret it.
I hope not anyway.
Bah. I'm being so vague.

Well, I'm allowing myself an option that I never considered seriously.
But after mulling over for a long time and discussing about it, I think I'll do it.
Although it'll be another year of waiting.

Erm. I should think that I've successfully confused you?
Lol. Don't mind me, I sometimes confuse myself even.

On to other stuff, BIG BANG won ler.
So sad.
AND TOP KISSED HER.
Even more sad.

Prom's coming.
The anticipation is killing me.
No lah. Actually I feel normal.
Maybe haven't hit me yet that it's probably the last time seeing G3 again.
Hmm...

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Now playing: BIG BANG - We Belong Together
via FoxyTunes

Hijacked. My Blog.

2008-11-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

Had a sleepover in Amelia's house.
Was fun! Sleepovers always are!
Pranked our friends on MSN, talked for ages till the wee hours of the morning, sang "off tune" and other stuff...
I ATE KLANG'S FAMOUS BAK KUT TEH!
yumyum.
And then went to watch HSM. Very belated, I know.

At the cinema, we saw someone VERY familiar.
Well, not him exactly....but bears a very strong resemblance lah.
Totally freaky.
Aiyah. I can't find the exact picture so here you go.
It's the huge bulging eyes that remind me of him.

*shivers*

Anyway, the trailer for Bolt looks nice!
I'm gonna watch it!
Even though it'll remind me of that.

ANYWAY.
Gotta sleep now.
Tomorrow got a lot of stuff to do.

Eh. Gonna learn driving soon!!!
:D :) :]

let us post!!!!!!!!

2008-11-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

RAchel!!!!!!! TSG just pass by her today!!!! she is soooooooooooo excited and happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... by the way!!!!
its amelia here....
hahah it's finally over!!!!
and they suspected other people... oppsssss....
chattering now in my room.....

the best part!!!! the best part!!!!!
she walked past someone.. randomness.....
she's over the moon....
she's jumping all around!!!!!
maybe i sound too excited for her too!!

"this is a nice picture" commented by mae yee!!! from the left,
rachel lim cui ai, amelia tee hwei ying, stella ngooi sing yu and tan mae yee.

This picture was taken during our "final" moments together before prom nite!!!!
ok .. let me continue our journey of our day after chemistry exam!!!

After chemistry exam, we stopped for a while to chat with our college mates. Then we decided to head back to rachel's crib. As we are walking past to her crib, we bump into he whom must not be named and we continue our journey back. Then we pass through Mirosha. then again we knew the one coming is coming , so we ran back to her apartment.

I'm sorry I am not allowed to say anything anymore... sorry people!!!!

Its Over.....For now

2008-11-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm blogging from Amelia's computer in Klang.
=)
I'm sleepy.
I'm bored.
I'm Mae Yee.
S'up.
I dunno wat to say.
Err.....
so..............

Why m i bloggin on rachel's blog? She should be doin her own bloggin lah. ..... Sori 4 being so uninterestin. Unfortunately, dat's the truth. I hav no life.

Yeah, i noe it's pathetic. Can't help it. ......

So..........

Since i'm so uninteresting, let's interview sum other ppl who hav more interestin stuff to say.

Wat ppl feel after exam:-

Rachel: Err.... dunno. hahahaa

Dat's the onli person i can interview. Oh wait, Amelia's here now.

Amelia: heee... she's like a reporter onli. haha

Ooo. Amelia has a garfield dat looks like it's gonna die. N an Oscar alien doll.

So.........

Now Rachel is lookin at Amelia's books n stuff. Amelia is gonna change her clothes in the corner of her room, so Rachel says. Oh wait, no she went out.

Rachel is harassing me wif a red mini umbrella now. ...... For further details, contact Rachel at explodingstarbaby@blogspot.com.

So...... bye.

One-Dah-Fulllllll

2008-11-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

Apparently.....

My dad wants me to go India to study medicine and hopefully snag a heavily pierced Indian boyfriend to bring back home and come back fully equipped with Hindi dancing skills.

Isn't that awesome?

My mom begs to differ though.
She was flabbergasted at his suggestion.

True story.
HAHA.

Kena Tag

2008-11-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

1. Whats your ambition?
To save the world from evil pink fluffy bunnies!

2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
Let's see....before i went to sleep last night, this morning, during lunch, and a few more times after that...

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Lemme check...

4. How many babies you want?
Two enough la

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Do you believe in eating with your mouth?

6. What is your goal for this year?
To do well in SAM. (though that's probably not going too well seeing as I'm doing this tag when I'm supposed to be studying)

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
I'd like to believe it exists

8. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
HAHA. This is a really bad question to ask me. I shall skip this

9. What feeling do you love most?
Happiness?

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Oh gee, I wouldn't know

11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
Uh. Who do I hate?

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Duh.

13. What does flying means to you?
You mean, mean.

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Sleep

15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
Bora Bora. HK.

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words
She is my funny, quirky girlfriend and-----(oh, well, ran out of words)

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
I don't know how to answer this question. Such a weird question.

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
I'll become your worst nightmare

19. What is your lucky number?
Numbah 3

20. What are you wearing right now?
A teeny-weeny yellow polka-dot bikini

I SHALL STUDY AFTER THIS. PROMISE!

2008-11-07T14:06:00.000+08:00

rofl.
he's gonna keeeel me if he sees this.
so i'll just make it extra small.
lol. darn funny.

back when he was still cute

G3 Class of 2008
classic candid.

You're wonderful
You make me crazy

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Now playing: Big Bang - Wonderful
via FoxyTunes

Halfway Through Exams

2008-11-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

I just finished my Maths paper.
Gah.
I don't want to look at another maths formula for a very long time if I can help it.
Monday I had ESL. Tuesday was Physics.
Had a break for one day before Maths today.

Its so weird to sit for the test with people you don't know.
Everyone was separated cos the seating is according to your registration no..
And the exam venues are all different places depending on what paper you're sitting for, your registration no. and what day.
I've gotten used to taking tests with people I know. I mean, even during PMR and UPSR you can just turn around and see some of your friends sitting a few rows back. I dunno...I find it oddly reassuring. Like, during my school examinations I always glanced at my friends and we'd share a 'omg-this-is-so-stress' look.

AHHHHH.
Remember is out!

And Twilight too!

*envious*

Hmmm.
Kim Hyun Joong is best friends with JaeJoong and TOP.
.....................................
.................................................

You know what this means?
It means. That my two favourite guys hang out together!!!!
So adorable la both of them XD
wahhhhhh!

A-hem.
Sorry, fangirl moment.

By next week my finals will be over.
Got a class gathering on next Friday. Supposedly gonna go ice-skating and k-box-ing.
They're crazy if they think I'm gonna ice skate.
The last time I ice-skated I fell down an unmentionable number of times.
But I'm gonna mention it anyway.
20 TIMES!
My tailbone was practically fractured!
Luckily when I sat down I didn't scream and jump up.
So. I shall just....watch from the sidelines. Eat popcorn. Enjoy the show.

Smile. Wave.
And grin when they fall.

I sound so evil.

Anywayyyyyy.
Right after Chem paper I'm staying over at Amelia's house!
Hopefully. If it's all good with the parents.
Then before prom I'll be bunking with Mae Yee!
Wahahaha.
I'm gonna have so much fun!

what am i doing?
i'm supposed to be studying!!!!!
and here i am daydreaming/blogging about nonsense stuff!

Ok! Gotta go now!

Wait wait. Before I leave I must fangirl again!

TVXQ

BIG BANG

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Now playing: Brown Eyed Girls - My Style (Hidden Track)
via FoxyTunes

Weird Sense of Humour. Me?

2008-10-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

Doesn't anyone find this(click me!!) funny?
I think it's darn funny lor.
Someone said it was more painful than funny.
Another one said it was lame.
Got people say its dumb.
But funny dumb? No.

If you find it funny/annoying/stupid/painful etc. tell me yea?
I wanna know what you think :]

And something major has occurred to me.

I have found my soulmate.
I didn't even go looking about for my soulmate.
But the moment I saw her, yes it's a her.
Why? Cannot meh?
Males are overrated.
Anyway, she literally took my breath away.
She was gorgeous.
So.....you wanna know who it is right?
Should I tell? Later you guys sure jealous wan.
Okla, I trust her enough not to cheat on me.

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TADAH!!!

Pretty right!

This is her in her white dress

Her rockstar look
(before her break up yet that's why she's with someone else)

How How How

2008-10-20T17:08:00.000+08:00

Hoe Hoe Hoe
Bleh. Went to college ridiculously early today. 7am!!
Woke up. Brush teeth. Wash face. Threw on some random shirt.
I couldn't be bothered to think of what to wear and anyway, I want to be choosy also cannot cos my roommate was still sleeping and I was fumbling around in the dark like a blind goldfish.
It was a bit freaky walking to college since the road was deserted except for this suicidal cat which was sitting in the middle of the road.

Tomorrow I'm getting my Forecast Results.
Ack.
I see a lot of ppl already prepared and planning to apply already.
So FAST!!!!
Or rather, I'm slow.
Seeing them makes me feel anxious and impatient to get it over with.
BUT.
I have no idea where to apply to.
I would like to go to Australia. But there's no twinning programme available.
Anyway, the other option a twinning to UK. I do not fancy that at all.
Too far. Too cold. Too alien.

OR

I can just stay in Malaysia like a good little girl.

Argh. I feel very glum now.

Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts!

Even though exam is near everyone(in my class) is still in this weird cheerful happy-go-lucky mood.
It's nice.

And I tell you JJ is <3

*swoons*

heehee.....he's so adorkable

Overachievers and Underachievers

2008-10-17T21:31:00.000+08:00

Well, I think it would be fairly safe to categorize myself as belonging to the former.
By this I am not saying that I am ''kiasu'', don't get me wrong. Kiasu-ness cannot be equated to overachieving and vice versa. Many people have different ideas of what is ''kiasu'' and for me, I see it as being a sore loser. People who always feel that they are better and cannot stand to see other people getting first prize as they believe that the number 1 spot is specially reserved for them. These people are what I call ''kiasu''. They would be the first to volunteer to help the teacher give out test papers just so they can compare everyone's marks. Very annoying. There are some people who are both ''kiasu'' and overachievers. That's bad. But anyway, not the point of this post....

I like to think of myself as being an overachiever, in that I strive to do the best that I can do. I can't say that I am 100% sure that I am not ''kiasu'' though. I guess I am ''kiasu'' to a certain extent but I prefer to call it competitive. For a person to be good at something, there must be competitiveness, no? I am somewhat, or rather, very similar to my mom who always gives her all to the point that she is taken for granted. She leaves for work as early as 8am and only comes home after 7pm. Often times she doesn't eat her lunch because she has no time. She never takes breaks and only goes for toilet breaks. Frankly, it's quite scary the way she works (no, she's not a labourer in some 3rd world country). But I picked up these things from her and I turned out ok, yet I wonder why he didn't. It puzzles me and worries me.

He is just so relaxed and....contented with being below average.
I find it difficult to understand him.
Exams are a few days away and there I see him wasting his time away playing some insignificant online game. Seriously. It's a lame game.
And everyone is telling him to buck up but it's falling on deaf ears.
Like menyiram air ke daun keladi or something.
His results before this were...well, let's put it this way, he could have done better. A LOT better.
My mom's even contemplating sending him to some snobby private school. That's serious. I mean, not to sound calculative but...it really burns a hole in your wallet yea...
Sigh.
Darn it.

Anyway, going to IMU tomorrow.
Hopefully won't get lost along the way.
And I reallyreallyreally need to stop doing what I do.
Too obvious already.
Must.....resist.
If not I got no self-dignity left, might as well just scribble 'RETARD' on my forehead in thick, black permanent marker.

**I wish that the last farewell is not near**
Last Farewell-BigBang

Exam Season

2008-10-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

The time of the year which we students detest with a burning passion.
Seriously, I wish someone would invent some kind of machine that scanned your brain to suck out the information and then give you your grade. No need to spend so much time sitting for the exam. Can save the trees also!

See...something like this is what I imagined. So nice right? Of course this is not the machine la. It's some special nap pod for Google employees (yeah, they get to nap at work...makes me wanna work for Google also:p)

Form 6 ppl having their exams now. SAM ppl having their exams after Deepavali break. Matric ppl having exams right after Deepavali. A-Levels ppl having exam end of October(?)PMR students....having exams? Finish already? Bleh.

I need to motivate myself to study.
I keep getting distracted and lose focus everytime I try to study. Gahhhhh.
How to be in the mood to study?
okok. I must stop playing with my phone and stop online-ing.
But everytime I say I wanna stop online-ing I go online right after =.=
How leh?
Okay, I love studying.
Studying is fun!
Studying is exciting!
It's not boring at all.
Text books are head-banging wonderful!
Like, they make me high!
..................
Crap. I just realized I got 2 test papers to do by tomorrow.
crapcrapcrap
hello late nights. hello sneezing-in-the-morning-due-to-lack-of-sleep. hello bleary eyes.

i wore purple. he wore purple .
i wore pink. he wore pink.
!!!
-slaps self-

I'm fallin', fallin', fallin' deeper and deeper

2008-10-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

I should have been born a Korean.
See, I have a very valid reason for this particular statement of mine, or rather reasons.
Firstly, I like Korean guys. What I mean by this is that I find Korean celebs attractive (eg. JaeJoong, HanBang, T.O.P, HyunBin, Se7en). So if I were born Korean, it would make it so much simpler should I decide to marry them, no? There wouldn't be an awful language barrier which would complicate things when I am dating them. Imagine if I were to tell them something. I would have to resort to using hand gestures! That is so uncouth! I would look like some idiot and our relationship would be doomed before it even began!

Secondly, Korean's fashion industry is so awesome IMO. Korea has all the fashionable fashiony stuff! Like, I once had this phase where I would religiously go to this Korean site which had the latest clothes and just.....LOOK at their clothes (I know, I am extremely lame and have no life).
But luckily, I am over that.
I only go there once in a while. Hardly ever actually. Only when I'm incredibly, undescribably bored out of my skull(which is quite often as i have no life).

Thirdly, I have an affinity for Korean songs. No specific genre just that I like the way it sounds. To prove my point, out of the 1000+ songs in my folders, I can safely say that 70% are Korean songs, 5% are Chinese songs, 15% are English songs and the rest are rubbish songs that I download for fun O.O
So if I am a Korean and live in Korea I can listen to this Korean songs 24/7 and actually understand them! WAHAHA. I feel high just thinking about it (i'm so weird rite)

Fourthly, I.....love kimchi. It's delicious and errrr spicy. Really, really, really spicy.
OK, I'm bluffing. I cannot stand Korean food. I get teary when I eat them. Seriously. My Korean housemate once cooked for me (she's cute like that) and I almost died. It was so so so so spicy. Normally when I eat spicy stuff I just get teary. But that time tears actually came out! Waste my tears only!
I guess I cannot become Korean lor then. Since Korean food make me cry and I cannot tahan if I cry every time I eat. So mafan. And unattractive. Unlike certain lucky girls, I look horrible when I cry. Like.....scary horrible. Yeah. Unfair right? Why some girls cry so much yet can look innocent and vulnerable while I just look all blotchy and red! Hrumphhh. I must go practice in front of the mirror.

Haha. That reminds me of a relative of mine. See, she wanted to try smoking(one time thing only lar) so she went and practice in front of the mirror the various 'smoking poses' to get the cool, yeng look supposedly! She even managed to blow those smoke rings!(or whatever they're called) Took photos to show somemore! Freaking hilarious!

Now I shall make my blog post educational.
Did you know that 'cwm' is a word? If you know already then too bad la, your level of intelligence cannot increase.
Anyway, it means "a steep-walled semicircular basin in a mountain; may contain a lake" OR "a natural depression in the surface of the land often with a lake at the bottom of it"
So now you can stump your friends when you play hangman. Confirm cannot guess wan! Unless your friend is excessively smart or is wuliao enough to actually google "uncommon words". Not me ok! I just happened to stumble upon that word!

see what i mean!

P.S. What I heard today: "....you were made in China?"
What she heard: "....somethingsomething your vagina?"
HAHAHA! Some random guy said it. lol. This just proves that I am not dirty-minded. Yupyup

BIGBANG-NESS

2008-10-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure why but I am suddenly overcome with this obsession with Big Bang.
I think it's only an ephemeral thing though. Like crushes. Which makes me act quixotically.
Sigh.
I want a verdigris prom dress. That would so rock.

And I think it's so funny the way fashion changes.
Consider glasses for example.
A few years ago, many people were sporting frameless specs and avoiding thick rimmed glasses.
Like, anyone who was unfortunate enough to own a pair of glasses with thick frames were automatically categorized as a nerd/geek/uncool.
Fast-forward to now or last year, everyone wears framed glasses. Even people who don't need glasses wear these glasses =.=

TFG wears emo glasses. Those black rimmed ones!

This topic came up cos one of my classmates decided to wear his new specs today. It was as Mae Yee said, "Ah Pek style" glasses. It was frameless.
Ironic.
It was quite funny. Even my chem teacher commented that his specs were outdated!

"Eh, why you wear this kind of glasses? This kind arh 20, 30 years ago the style."

SILENCE.

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Then, everyone LOL-ed

But it wasn't mean or anything laaa.

Anyway, emo glasses are cool.cos he wears it

Hope for the best. Expect the worst

2008-10-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

Got back alllll my results today.
Oklar. I was prepared for the worst so when I saw my results it wasn't so bad (sigh of relief)

And I saw TSG&TFG. Heehee.
I'm so happyyyyy.
I got Band 8 for IELTS. Thank goodness otherwise there goes RM 600+ down the drain...

Now I have to get the application forms and stuff for uni which is scary cos everything is going by so fast!
I can't believe my Finals are next month.
I can't believe I've been in KL for almost a year.
I can't believe that in a matter of weeks I will be leaving Taylor's.
I can't believe I'll be going to uni next year.

I can still remember my first day.
The girl I was sitting with who I found scarily moody and emo turned out to be one of my closest college mate.
The girl that introduced herself in a funny robotic way became my college buddy.
The shockingly fair girl who at first only spoke in Mandarin is now my friend.

Sigh. I half wish SAM was longer.
Eh, scratch that. I cannot stand anymore assignments and presentations.
I will D-I-E.

OH. Michi went paintball-ing!!!!!
I wanna go toooooooo!
I don't care about the ugly purplish bruises(that Michi got btw) so anyone wanna go?
But there must be like, 20 ppl involved. Not cheap also le. 100 bucks/person. You get around 200(or was it 400?) paint balls per person.
The place is somewhere in Shah Alam, 10 minutes drive from Klang she said.
And contrary to what I assumed, they shoot the paintballs in a forest-like setting.
I always thought it would be in some kind of open space with boulders to hide behind but the forest setting is so much more cooler yea?

**iwannaconverse**

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Now playing: SE7EN - Girls
via FoxyTunes

KL IPOH KL IPOH

2008-10-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah. I went to KL again. Visiting.
Spent 2 days there. Pigging out.
I watched a total of 7 movies there.
Happy Feet. Atonement. Get Smart. Penelope. The Ultimate Gift. Speed Racer.
And one more but I forget. James McAvoy was in like, 3 of the movies coincidentally. And Irene, yeah, his eyes really blue.
He was in Becoming Jane also. Good movie. Sad though.
Speed Racer was lame.
Atonement was sadddddd.
The Ultimate Gift had Drew Fuller in it! He looks like Chad Michael Murray there IMO.

And Mercedes, my cousin(yes, her name is Mercedes. y'know, like, er Volvo) is so cute!
Anyway, it's so weird at my aunt's house.
They don't have gates. Or fences. Or wires. Or anything that surrounds the house!
It's so....open. But, I guess it's safe since it's a gated community?

I saw a super ultra cute little Eurasian girl!
Both my cousin and her pakat against this little boy and it was so so funny!
They were at the playground and the little boy was trying to be sweet so he kept plucking flowers to give the girls.
And they just kept refusing! Very funny le.
Then he decided to push her pram with her doll inside. My cousin heroically took back the pram and gave it back to the little Eurasian girl.
This happened like....10 times.
I felt so sorry for the little boy. So obvious that he like the girl.

That day I attempted to make yogurt. And failed.
It turned out all watery and gross.
And the horrible part is....I have to eat ALL of it.
I made a LOT. T_T

PS. My ears hurt. The headphones are flattening my ears. Poor ears.

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Now playing: Epik High - 1 Second 1 Minute/1? 1?
via FoxyTunes

Tagged

2008-10-02T13:49:00.000+08:00

THE SELF
[01] Name: Rachel
[02] Nickname: Rach//JJP//Cui Ai
[03] Married: Still a long time coming...
[04] Zodiac Sign: Virgo
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 17
[07] High School: MGS
[08] College: TUC
[09] Height: 160cm (PLUS 8cm!)
[10] Weight: 47kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Mostly
[12] Piercings: 2
[13] Right or left: rightttt
[14] Are you a freak : ...........no
[15] Hair: straight
[16] Skin: yellow
[17] Allergic: prawns. dust. stupidity
[18] What are you doing now: watching The Hulk
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: watch The Hulk
[20] What will you do 10 years later : oh you know...the usual...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: depends when
[22] Siblings(included you): me and my brother. no wait, my brother and I
[23] Eldest: yeah
[24] Youngest: not me
[25] Love/hate your family: lovelovelove

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: I don't have one. I'm already whole.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: -
[29] Time(s) you were in a relationship: nada. zilch.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): what for?
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): nope
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i killed it/him/her
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: like i said. kill.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: how to argue with the dead?
[35] You with your other half since: ....i'm getting annoyed
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: straightttt
[37] Reasons you love your other half: bahhh
[38] You and your other half in which stage: till-death-do-us-part stage
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: i don't geddit
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: imma marry a he

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Angeline
[42] Your first enemy: is it too presumptuous to say i don't have one?
[43] The friend you love the most: friends you mean
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): no one has that privilege unfortunately
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: this is the most annoying tag
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: annoying much?
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: haven't met her
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: haven't met him
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Nah
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: so cliche meh
[51] If your friend backstabs you: say ow
[52] If your friend betray you: well, at least i know now.
[53] If your friend woo your lover: not same as above meh?
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: see lah
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: this is so cliche. again.

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: hopefully
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: try to
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: gasp! student-teacher relationships? me? never!
[59] Always late to school/college: just on time
[60] Your class: G3
[61] You love your seniors: who?
[62] Senior who you love the most: ...
[63] Your classmates good/bad: haha. not bad la
[64] Excellent result classmate: no idea. dont really bother
[65] Laziest classmate: lol. all of us are lazy

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: know when to shut up
[67] Stupid people: never shut up
[68] Good looking people: have good-looking friends I have discovered ;p
[69] Ugly people: are only ugly on the inside
[70] Funny people: are cute
[71] Cute people: are funny
[72] Bad people: are miserable
[73] Honest people: i admire
[74] Acting people: actors?
[75] You are what kind of people: i'm a person who is currently very annoyed

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: taller!!
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: this is hard. but arms
[81] Listener or talker: dua dua pun mahu
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic
[83] Good husband or Good Father: i'll take both thank you very much

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 27?28?29?
[85] Numbers of kid(s): not sure
[86] Career: pharmacist
[87] Salary: a big fat check every month
[88] Retirement age: when i'm tired of working
[89] Properties value: wat?
[90] Wishes: to have a fulfilling life

We Are V.I.P

2008-09-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the best fun I had since a long time.
I seriously missed our nonsensical conversations.

"Why are you sitting like that? Protecting your crotch?"
"What? I got nothing to protect okay!"

"Hey Rachel, you missed the bathroom." Gesturing towards the door I walked past.
"Huh? Really?" I turn around and end up staring at the mens' bathroom.

I haven't had this kind of ridiculousness in ages. Lol.
Reached JJ at 11. Waited at MPH.
Read Mandarin For Dummies and Learn Korean something or other.
They have a section specially for romance. But I shall not elaborate, a-hem.

And Michi went Euphoria!!
Next time we all must go together!

The Takeshi lookalike did not look like Takeshi okay.
And plaid/checked shirts are not lala. They're cool.

Saw YunXin, Stephanie, Teh Lai Teng, other MGS-ians and non-MGS-ian.
HAHA. It was awkward yet funny.

It was nice. Everyone changed but we stayed the same.
I miss school.

LOVESCREAM is out!

JJ'S GONNA ACT!!!!

2008-09-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

YoungWoong Jaejoong casted in a Drama

TVXQ member, YoungWoong Jaejoong was casted in the drama "Postman of Heaven" which is being made into a drama and movie at the same time.
"Postman of Heaven" which YWJJ is appearing in is going to be produced by 'I'm Sorry I Love You' Lee Hyungmin PD and Writer Kitagawa Eriko who wrote "One Million Stars Falling from the Sky" staring Takuya Kimura.
The drama is about a messenger who connects the Afterlife with the present world. The producers said "This production will be shown in Korea as well as in Japan in theaters, TV and DVD so we are casting Hallyu Stars as the main leads" and explained YWJJ's casting.

I wanna watch the drama!!!!

And I'm gonna go to the driving test centre on Monday.
Hopefully can register and get it over with.
No, I'm not getting my license. I only wish it were so....

Can't wait for tomorrow!
Everyone's gonna be there. Even Hasy and Teran! Who I have not seen for 923038028 years.
My internet is so slowwwww.....
I'm addicted to manga.
Grrr...all Mae Yee's fault...
I slept at an ungodly hour yesterday just so I could finish the 11th chapter....
And I woke up at one something...my breakfast became my lunch. Wait, actually it's the other way around...

I suddenly feel depressed. Sigh. Someone slap me please.

I AM AN F1 DRIVER

2008-09-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

So he says.
Yeah, right. Just wait till he gets slapped with a 300 bucks saman. Hrumph....
Honestly, I don't get what is it with males and fast things.
Probably the thrill? But is it that exciting to overtake cars and go over the speed limit?
Do they get some kind of rush when they get to overtake other cars?
Like do they think, 'HAHAHA! My car faster than yours. I am so geng, I like F1 driver! My driving skills top-notch man!'
Yup. You're rich like F1 driver also rite?

Anyway, I saw a snatch thief in action yesterday.
The security guard chased him across the busy road. I was quite impressed by the guard cos the road was full of fast cars zooming past. But I think he got away cos he ran like hell. Sigh.

And I wanna learn how to drive!!
Grrr. Then I can go anywhere I want, anytime I want. Why does driving take so loooong?
A friend of mine said takes like....4 months for the whole thing.
That's like forever. I can't wait that long!

WAHHHH. My exams finished! For now anyway...
Butbutbut. Gah. I don't think I did well this time. Too many pages, too little time.
And my dad's gonna give me some look when I tell him.
He already asked my how I *think* I did in the exams. I cleverly changed the subject though, to avoid the possible nagging. Save it for later la.
If I tell him, my whole holiday will be, 'Rachel, what are you doing on the computer? Go and do some studying, blablabla...'

Oh. I'm supposed to get my IELTS results today. Scary.
I'll get it after hols.

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Now playing: SE7EN - Run (feat. G-DRAGON & TaeKwon))
via FoxyTunes

Don't forget to remember

2008-09-18T19:06:00.001+08:00

You’re my dreamer

You glitter like the stars

Blind me with that quirky smile

Your heat surrounds me

I inhale and shiver

Tell me your secrets

Like ruby-filled treasure troves

And overflowing diamonds

Baby, adoring eyes you make me gasp

I forget how to 1 2 3

Breathe

As you cucoon me

Metamorphosis ‘cause you transform me

Undeniably you stole my core

That unsteady beating centre

Betraying me

Vulnerable and helpless

You’re my star

I’ve lost myself

But you’ve found me

Now in your clasp

Secured and weightless